Just My Luck

Spectacular Magic Festival

2011-09-10T18:48:00.004+01:00

Bonjour mes amis. C'est la tres magnifique vie!!

Okay, now I’ll share another random thingy from my thought. One of my beloved friends asked for a favor as she got a ‘special’ project from her campus. The lecturer tortured with a bloody weird task, which assigned her to make up a story based on several discrete words. Those words were (*cmiiw); mountain, pancake, magic, drive, scream, drift, hallway, melt, chase, dream, and deep.

I din know whether this story were decent or not, but all I realise, it’s just weirdoss… hahahah.. Enjoy! Bonne lecture!

I just I had a weird dream. My boyfriend and I drove to mountain to taste the cold pancakes from witches’ restaurant. By the time we arrived there, we found there were many witches gathered to celebrate a spectacular magic festival. Each of them tried to show best performance in purpose to win a snake trophy. This trophy has power which can open the gate of immortality, so all the witches aimed to own it.

One by one performed in front of audiences to attract the juries’ attention. There was little girl witch with a red hood screamed and in a second she became a dinosaurs. Other witch burned a paper and it converted into a million pound sterling. When people attempted to take it, it blasted out and made some people got angry. The next witch could make every image in the book alive but within 2 minutes it would be an ash.

I wondered where the pancake was because I saw nobody ate it. My boyfriend then suggested me to sneak in to kitchen. Oh my God! Could you imagine a lot of bizarre things over your face? Human fingers were scattered everywhere with some jugs of blood stood on top of the table. Chicken heads, spiders, cat skins, snake tails, tiger teeth, cow’s leg, pig’s bowels, green roses, black orchids, and other peculiar stuffs were also decorated the kitchen. The smell was really like a hell. I should escape as soon as possible or I was going to die.

But it was too late. The owner of the restaurant got two strangers inside her kitchen! She was really furious and took her magic stick to juggle us. My reflex was better than my boy therefore I could hide under the table. She made him into a zombie, even then he chased me. I ran to the window and tried to open the key. Unfortunately I broke it so it could not be opened. Okay, I closed my eyes and prayed to God this was only a dream. Damn, my boy strangled my neck and I would die within seconds. Now I am trying to wake up from a deep deep sleep.

Finally I can open my eyes. My heart is beating so fast while my breath is gasping. I am sweating too much thus I decide to change my clothes. When I open my cupboard, I see the zombie there. Aaaaaaaaa…. I scream as loud as I can then I drift from silent room to the hallway. I run through the hallway until I hit a black wall severely. Though I am unconscious at present and I lost some magic revelation, but it is better than killed by a zombie. No more pancakes in my life, even a hot creamy pancake with melted chocolate on the top!

-Fin-

Just a brief update from Jakarta

2011-08-17T17:54:00.000+01:00

Yippie… Finally I could spill out my random thingy here. Pfft. It has been 3 months since I left London and day by day everything become busier. What was I doin? Well, I had several job interviews even if I should determine which was the best for me. Three month equals with more than 90 days, but I think I got really lots of experiences (equal with millions experiences) here in Jakarta.

I’ll share my story later after the Ied, n now just a quick brief; I got my dream job, met several new friends, shocked by many fake girls, tried to satisfy someone but it was just BULLSHIT n PERSECUTING myself, realised that my life is more than beautiful, found that love n future sometimes does not work as a mutualism, learned that woman should have a pride by don’t pawn your self-esteem, and many many more things…

Highlight:
I was really upset with an ‘I thought honoured society’; instead of they’re just a bunch of greedy and crafty people. Hell yeah.. I live here, down on my so-called country with awful deceits.

Mmmm, independence day seemed nothing today, cos all of us are not FREE. We are afraid from being poor, starving, uneducated, insulted, humiliated, and even we often bluff to be respected by the public.

Enjoy the rest of Ramadhan, I’ll see ya next month with ma story. I gotta go to sleep..

Bisous

Mom, I'm home

2011-05-08T20:55:00.002+01:00

Hi all,

Hari ini mood gw kayaknya lagi super duper mellow yaks. Dimulai pagi ini waktu gw jalan-jalan terakhir sama faima (sobat gw di kantor yg baek banget). Gw sama dia jalan-jalan di market deket Aldgate East. Di situ dijual barang-barang high street aka Topshop, Dorothy Perkins, Mango, Zara, New Look, Jane Norman, Miss Selfridge, Marks n Spencer, dll, dengan harga yang super duper miring! Intinya, mereka motong label merek si barang-barang ini (kayak factory outlet yang ada di Bandung), jadi kayak barang-barang super last season lah.

Iya si gw happy karena gw berhasil dapet dua blouse Jane Norman dengan harga super murah yaitu £5 each, tapi tetep aja, gw sedih banget ya pisah sama faima. Hari jumat kemaren, pas lunch sekalian farewell gw juga sedih ya. Berat banget rasanya waktu gw pelukan sama Natalie, Valeria, Felicitas, Titia, dll. Hmm, ternyata waktunya gw kembali ke rumah ya? Yang bikin gw berat bukan karena gw harus balik ke Indonesia ya, tapi gw harus balik ke rumah gw. Flash back ke belakang, gw dah 10 tahun ga tinggal di rumah bareng bonyok, pastinya semua udah berubah dong ga kayak dulu pas waktu gw tinggalin. Dan so pasti kebebasan yang selama ini gw miliki 100% bakal jadi 0,99% karena bonyok gw extra rewel kalo gw di rumah. Mereka maunya gw nemenin mereka kemana-mana.

Banyak yang tanya, ‘Mo, sayang banget kerjanya ga dilanjutin di London. Kenapa ga lanjut?’. Yah, mungkin dari segi pengalaman, materi, opportunity, etc, kerja di london tampak sangat menggiurkan ya. Tapi ada saat di mana lo harus ngalah, dan ga boleh egois mikirin diri lo sendiri. Maksudnya apa Mo? Yups, tadi abis ketemu Faima, gw jalan-jalan ke Richmond Park yang jauh bener dari rumah. Naek Tube butuh waktu 1 jam dah mesti ganti 3 line. Turun Tube gw jalan kaki sekitar 1,5 jam untuk nyampe taman (pake acara nyasar si, gara-gara google map HP dodol) yang ternyata keren banget pemandangannya kalo diliat dari atas. Selama jalan itu gw banyak merenung. Coba deh lo semua bayangin ya, berapa banyak duit yang udah bonyok lo keluarin buat kuliah lo. Tapi mereka ga pernah nuntut apa-apa kan? Dalam kasus gw, selama 10 tahun ini bokap gw full men-support biaya kuliah gw ditambah biaya hore-hore gw. Apalagi gw paling kagak bisa liat makanan enak. Beuuh... gw bisa nangis terisak-isak kalo lagi kere n ga bisa makan enak.

Bokap gw pernah bilang waktu gw lg intern di Singapur, ‘Im, kamu kerja di Jakarta aja ya. Kasian Mama ga ada temen. Bentar lagi juga kamu nikah dan bener-bener ninggalin rumah. Misal dua ato tiga tahun lagi. Kamu temenin mama dulu deh di rumah sebelum nikah’. Nah, bener juga tuh. Orang tua emang g pernah minta balesan apa-apa. Yang mereka pengenin cuma liat anaknya sukses mesti mereka mesti kerja banting tulang even pinjem duit kiri kanan. Kita aja jarang banget tau kalo mereka lagi kere. Biasanya orang tua kalo soal pendidikan suka iya-iya aja pas kita minta duit, padahal belum tentu saat itu mereka lagi ada duit. Intinya mereka pengen pendidikan terbaik buat anaknya.

Sekarang gw ngerasa egois. Selama sepuluh taun ini gw ga pernah kasih kontribusi berarti buat orang tua gw. Bisanya minta, minta, n minta. Padahal nyokap kalo gw anterin ke mangga dua juga dah seneng banget, karena beliau udah sepi ga ada temen lagi, secara gw anak bungsu. Ditambah kakak gw yang belum nikah, ngikut gw kuliah di sini. Lengkap sudah emak gw kesepian ditambah susah karena mesti ngasih makan anak-anaknya yang rakus. Gw rasa cukup sudah gw mengejar mimpi gw. Maksud gw, bukan berarti gw balik ke rumah then cita-cita gw jadi terlupakan. Ga ada salahnya ko mengejar mimpi gw ditemenin nyokap. Gw masih bisa punya karir yang cemerlang di Indo, mesti intriknya ruar biasa kayak sinetron kalo di kantor. Selama gw pantang menyerah gw yakin bisa. Sama aja ko karir di luar n di Indo. Semua tergantung dari pribadi yang ngejalanin. Jangan salah loh, banyak orang Indo yang ngaku-ngaku punya kerja oke di negeri orang padahal mereka cuma kerja jadi pelayan, koki, atau apapunlah. Emang gaji pelayan dkk di luar negeri gede, jadi kalopun mereka boong pas balik ke Indo karena mereka pake barang-barang mewah itu sangat mungkin terjadi. Highlightnya, buat apa sih kuliah tinggi-tinggi kalo cuma jadi pelayan? Gw miris liat temen gw yang kekeuh kerja di sini sampe akhirnya dia cuma jadi pelayan. Padahal dia lulusan S2 dari univ bagus di sini. Pulanglah kau nak ke pangkuan ibumu. Jadi macan di negaramu sendiri lebih terhormat ko, dan tentunya lo bisa sambil berbakti kepada orang tua lo. *eh tapi tiap orang punya pemikiran masing-masing ya ;)

Pas Januari kemaren gw pulang, gw sedih banget. Gw tatap nyokap gw. Gw perhatiin, kerutan di mukanya dah banyak banget L. Trus gw bilang, ‘Mama udah tua ya?’. Trus mama gw jawab, ‘yaiyalah Im, cucu aja udah 5’. Ko bisa-bisanya ya gw baru sadar kalo nyokap gw dah tua. Kenapa gw sampe melewatkan perubahan nyokap gw? Kenapa gw ga pernah ada di sisi nyokap gw buat nemenin dia ngelewatin hari-harinya yang mungkin aja berat? Bonyok gw luar biasa! Mereka ga pernah ngasih tau gw kalo mereka sedang susah atau apapun itulah. Gw kadang tau dari orang laen atau kakak gw. Apa karena gw dianggap anak manja sampe mereka selalu nutupin semua ke gw? At least gw sadar, buat apa gw ngejar mimpi sampe ke ujung dunia, tapi gw melewatkan kebersamaan gw sama bonyok gw. Mimpi masih bisa di kejar di Indo kok. Gw ga mau lagi melewatkan 10 tahun yang ke-skip begitu aja kali ini. Apalagi nyokap gw udah semakin tua. Moga-moga gw kali ini bisa jadi anak yang berbakti ya. Amiin.

Satu hal yang barusan bener-bener bikin hati gw teriris adalah, pas gw lagi beres-beres buat packing. Nyokap selalu ngajarin gw nyimpen semua receipt belanjaan, in case ada apa-apa gitu. Trus semua receipt gw keluarin n gw sortir, takut-takut ada garansi. Gw liat satu-satu receipt yang udah gw hasilkan selama satu setengah taun belakangan ini. Syok banget gw waktu liat receipt ini super duper banyak sekali jumlahnya (nih liat foto di bawah). Gw liat satu persatu nilai transaksinya. MasyaAllah. Bisa-bisanya gw asal gesek debit card, credit card, untuk barang-barang yang ga penting n menurut gw harganya ko ga kira-kira ya? Kenapa gw sadarnya telat ya kalo gw odong-odong? Gw inget waktu kartu kredit gw meledak n bokap gw g marah. Cuma tanya satu persatu rincian apa aja yang gw beli. Dah betapa dodolnya waktu bokap gw tanya, Im Dorothy Perkins apaan y? Oh itu supermarket Pak. Bisa-bisanya lo Mooooo!!!

Yasudahlah, mungkin semuanya proses pendewasaan diri. Dan minggu depan gw bakal ultah n makin tua. Keterlaluan kalo gw masih aja labil. Ah mellownya dah kelamaan. Mesti balik packing lagi. Besok gw mau liburan terakhir sebelum gw bener-bener kembali ke dunia nyata gw. Okay all, see u soon di Indo ya.

Smile

2011-01-09T12:11:00.004Z

Because words are not enough...

I love Risma Diniar
Love ya to the fullest
The best gf ever in my life
and the greatest gift ever given to me by God
and I'm proud to be yours

SAP :D

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-09T11:17:00.003Z

Hi Guys.....

Wedew, udah 4 bulan lebih ya ga nulis di blog ini. 2010 berlalu, ada seneng ada susah. udah rada lupa si apa aja yang terjadi. Tapi ada beberapa kejadian yang msih nempel di otak gw. Nih dia rangkuman tahun 2010:
-Januari: eurotrip sama dede-chan, raker pertama PPIUK di London
-Februari: pulang indo n untuk pertama kalinya bisa kopdar sama temen-temen radio ppi
-Maret: hore, saya punya pacar yang super duper baik n sayang sama saya.. haish.., Scotland trip sama Miao tercinta
-April: Easter break! yuks roadtrip keliling England, sekalian sumpah palapa dimulai
-April-September: Masa sumpah palapa dalam pertapaan di dalam kamar Winton Drive n Perpustakaan Glasgow U
-Juni: Intern di GU real estate-dapet supervisor yang super duper baek.. hikss.. untuk pertama kalinya naek BMW di UK (Norakkkkkk... kebisaan jadi kenek bis disini.. hhahhahahahhha)
-September: sumpah palapa kelar yang artinya thesis saya kelar :D :D, sayang mesti lebaran di mushola kampus ditemenin mba Poppy n mas Tongki karena hari submission thesis :(, cece datang ke UK bt s2
-Oktober: SI PPI Dunia di London, dapet kerja jadi kasir di Primark, akhirnya nonton avenged sevenfold n stone sour
-November: masa-masa kelam, alhamdulillah dinyatakan lulus, putus dari pacar yang super duper baik, ketemu sama pacar yang super duper perhatian, siaran terakhir Radio PPI Dunia ;(
-Desember: Mami sama aa datang ke UK, wisuda dengan gelar Master of Science (Alhamdulillah), akhirnya ketemu Cindy Patricia Fontanius tercinta, taun baru di Edinburgh bersama orang-orang tersayang, perfect!

Yah mau jelek mau bagus 2010 udah lewat. Senengnya sampe bikin ketawa ngakak udah abis. Sedihnya sampe bikin nangis bombay dan mata bengkak juga udah abis. Lupain semua hal yang bikin mellow. Fokus sama cita-cita pribadi dan jangan melirik cita-cita orang lain karena bisa mendistract tujuan awal kita. Dan yang paling penting, you're not a baby anymore momochan! Hahahhahahaha....

Happy new year guys! Moga taun 2011 kalian semua sayang sama Imooooo.. jangan ada yang nyolong makanan Imo lagi ya... hahhhahahaha... Sukses buat kalian semua. Yang lagi sekolah semoga cepet lulus, yang lagi cari kerja moga cepet dapet kerja, yang lagi kerja semoga cepet naek pangkat sam gaji, yang lagi bisnis moga untung gede, yang baru nikah moga cepet punya anak.

Nah, wish pertama gw di 2011, kenapa visa gw lama bgt kelarnya?????? Udah 1,5 bulan. Padahal rencananya Januari ini pulang ke indo nengokin bokap. Hiks... gw pikir kejadian sinetron kayak masalah visa kerja di Singapur cuma terjadi sekali. Ternyata terulang kembali. Kalo kata si mamah, kalo ga last minute namanya bukan imo. Hahahhahahah...

Wish selanjutnya? Mau Anya Hindmarch yang Jethro!! Beliin dong. Trus pengen punya toko sprei sama restoran. Sama kerja yang gaji setaunnya bisa rumh susun di Jakarta. Amiin..
Okay guys, gtg...

XOXO

PS. wardrobe gossip girl season 4 ga asik ah. Hair do Blair sama Serena juga ble'e, jd kecewa. hikss...

Happy Fasting, Voices of the Poor

2010-08-12T14:11:00.000+01:00

Fasting in the summer... ohh yeayy.. yeayayayayya.. *lol*

Yes, this is perfectly driving me crazy. While I’m doing my dissertation, I have to be a good Muslim and fast under the shiny sun. It’s really shiny, rather hot instead. Well, it cannot weaken me to catch my dream. Lots of books about poverty have strengthened me to finish my dissertation as perfect as possible. I don’t want to finish it as soon as possible. Why? The deadline is due to 10th September 2010, one month left from today. I guess I’ve already finished it about 70% since I have my Palapa oath to complete this work. Thirty percent left and I believe I can complete it soon. But I’d prefer to do it carefully, with all my respect to this study and the poor people. I just want to make it perfect, cause the perfect research can make it applicable.

My parent has paid my tuition fee with their great effort. They work really hard to send me here, and I realise it needs much of money. They never sigh; they just want me to be ‘someone’. To be someone, we should do something precious to other people. Basically, my research is about poverty, quite far from my architectural background. But this study makes me alive. I feel like a real human. Tears can drop from my eyes while I read several literature reviews about poor condition all around the world. Thanks to God for giving me a heart which is able to cry.

Can you imagine if God does not give you a heart? You will become a murder, robber, or may be violator. I wish you don’t! Well, ask yourself, would you cry when you see other people tortured? And my answer is, yes, that’s why I want my research perfect and can help the poor communities all around the world (sounds like bullshit). And, this is the good start to know about them “VOICES OF THE POOR, Crying Out for Change” by Narayan.

Happy fasting guys!
xoxo

Good Luck Sahabat-Sahabat Terbaik

2010-07-28T16:50:00.000+01:00

Huff… hari ini berasa mendung banget ya.. bukan gara-gara abis ketemu dosen dan beliau kekeuh gw harus interview, tapi gara-gara dengerin siaran terakhirnya Bos…

Dimulai dari siaran terakhir gita, lele, arum, fachru, jaya, sekarang andi… hummm.. ada yang gw lewatin ga tuh? Moga-moga ngga yahh…

Yang jelas mereka-mereka ini sobat-sobat gw yang selalu nemenin gw begadang di malem hari. Iya si gw belum ketemu sama gita, lele, arum, sama om jaya, tapi gw tetep ngerasa deket ko ma mereka. Buktinya pas gw pertama ketemu aru ma bos gw langsung ngerasa deket bgt ma mereka. Soalnya emang sehari-hari gw seringnya curhat ma mereka, apalagi kalo stress kuliah.

Gw pusing dengerin bos siaran.. pas aru siaran terakhir aja gw nangis bo.. saking sedih nya.. iya si sebenernya sama aja siaran terakhir apa ga, toh kita bukan yang tiap hari ketemu. Yang gw sedihin adalah, ketika mereka ngundurin diri, maka sesuatu yang ngebuat kita terikat dah g ada lagi.. tempat yang nyatuin kita dah g ada lagi.. ga ada lagi forum di milis.. g ada lagi rapat2an.. emang si taun ini juga gw bakal keluar, tapi gw sedih bgt yah… hamper setaun belakangan ini hari2 gw dipenuhin sama mereka, dr mulai nangis, ketawa, marah, sakit hati, sampe cinta juga gw temuin disini. Bukan pengalaman jadi seorang sobat siar yang menjadi poin penting dari bergabungnya gw di sini, tapi gw mendapatkan sahabat-sahabat yang luar biasa bae ma gw. Yang ngerti keadaan gw, mungkin karena kita senasib kali ya sama-sama jauh dr keluarga n mesti berjuang sendir. Heheheh..

Humm.. gw ngerasa di sini gw diterima dengan baik dan dihargai. Suatu perasaan yang ga pernah gw rasain sebelumnya. Bahkan dalam komunitas-komunitas nyata, yang kalo gw rapat emang gw mesti kumpul ma mereka. Di sini gw ngerasa bisa lebih mengenal orang, mengenal temen-temen gw. Padahal secara pribadi harusnya gw lebih mengenal temen-temen nyata gw, tapi anehnya gw malah lebih mengenal sahabat radio gw. Lucu juga yah..

Gw g peduli orang ngomong apa tentang temen-temen radio gw. Ga sedikit yang ngehina-ngehina gw karena gw milih ngedekem di kamar n belajar sambil ditemenin mereka. Gw tau pandangan mereka ngejek gw, sekan bilang ‘yaelah mo, temen-temen lo maya ga jelas, orang-orangnya ga jelas. Ngapain si lo maen ma mereka.’

Yups, gw tau bgt itu pandangan mereka terhadap gw. Tapi toh gw g peduli apa kata mereka, karen gw ngerasa diri gw lebih dihargain di radio ini. Perasaan nyaman yg g gw dapet ketika gw kumpul sama temen2 gw yang laennya. Bukan gw ga suka sama temen-temen gw lainnya, sama sekali ngga. Gw sayang banget sama sobat TK, SD, SMP, SMA,KULIAH, ato mungkin sobat di TEMPAT LES. tapi sayang bukan berarti nyaman kan. J

Mungkin lo pernah ngerasain, lo sayang sama seseorang tapi lo ngerasa g nyaman deket mereka. Ngerasa ga dihargai, atau perasaan sayang 1 arah. Bukan berarti gw Cuma ngerasa nyaman sama temen-temen radio, cumaaaaaaa... gw ngerasa paling nyaman ma mereka..

Berasa banget jadi sepi, saat ga ada arum lagi. Pas dia balik ke indo kayaknya chat gw sepi, karena dia jarang ol. G ada lele temen bego2an gw, ato gita yang dodol tapi sebenernya mellow bgt. Semuanya kayak ditelen bumi, abis pulang ke indo mereka ilang. Sebenernya mereka g ilang, Cuma mereka menjalani kehidupan real mereka. Gw tau kehidupan gw sekarang bukanlah kehidupan yang real. Ini hanya alam mimpi. Persinggahan sementara gw untuk menuju rumah impian terakhir gw. Yeps, gw dah melewati banyak persinggahan, numpang tidur sini, situ, dan melepaskan banyak sahabat terbaik gw. Tapi gw harus terus jalan. Jujur, gw capek jadi orang yang nomaden, pindah sana, pindah sini. Gw sedih ketika gw mulai menyayangin seseorang dan gw harus kehilangan mereka. Ketika gw bangun tidur, gw sadar mereka ga di sisi gw lagi.. L Itu perasaan yang sangat menyakitkan, ketika sadar orang yang lo sayang dah g bisa selalu di sisi lo.

Arum itu saklah satu temen cewe yang gw kagumi banget. Umurnya masih 22 tapi dia dah dapet gelar master, gw aja yg lebih tua belum. Anaknya pinter, mau kerja keras. Biar dia suka ngaku pemalas, tapi gw tau ko dia orangnya tekun. Yang gw suka dari dia, arum ini tulus banget orangnya, dia g pernah ngedendam sama orang mesti tuh orang nyebelin. Sebaliknya, dia perhatian banget ma temen2nya. Gw sama dia saling manggil cinta. Emang gw cinta ma dia. Mesti gw lom pernah ketemu, n gw baru banget temenan ma dia. Tapi gw tau banget dia orang bae, dan gw bisa percaya ma dia. Sukses ya rum di Indonya..

Lele, sahabat gw, seorang mahasiswa kedokteran di Russia.. wedew, gimana cw-cw ga nempel ma dia. Iyalah nempel, kesedot sama bibirnya yang kayak vacum. Hahahaha. Gw hobi banget kata2an ma lele. Gw mau katain dia apa aja juga dia ga bakalan sakit ati. Itu yang gw suka dr lele. Dia orang yang sangat kuat, dengan segala manis pahit kehidupan yang harus dijalaninnya. Gw selalu malu kalo harus ngeluh depan dia, dan gw banyak belajar gimana kita menghadapi hidup yang keras ini J

Gita, pianis keren dari rusia juga. Dia sobatnya lele di rusia, dan tentunya gw juga hormat bgt ma dia.. ihiy.. dah lulus master piano bo. Pengen bgt deh suatu hari nonton gita konser. Sayang g bisa nonton, senengnya temen-temen di indo yang kemaren bisa datang ke konsernya. Gw inget, si gita bikin skrip buat videonya cindy. Sumpah itu lucu bgt yaaa… emang si aneh, tapi ya itu ciri khas dia. Aneh tapi keren!! Pengen ketemu gita….

Aru itu temen gw yang karu aja lulus sr KLMU di malaysia. Dia temen gw yang ternyata satu kampung halaman ma gw, sama-sama orang sunda.. heheheheh... dia orang yang wise, bae, dan pengertian. Kalo gw devilnya, ya dia angelnya. Kerena dia suka nasehatin gw yang bae-bae tiap gw curhat yang aneh-aneh. Sekedar info, aru ini anak buah pertama gw, semenjak gw menjabat sebagai preman pulogadung. Gw kebiasaan curhat ma dia, asik si, gw bawel gimana juga dia ngerti.. asoy bgt bos...hahhaha.. kata-kata yang gw inget banget pas pertama ketemu aru ‘Mo, ternyata lo gede ya’.. hahahhaha.. asli gw ngakak.. kan gw dr awal g pernah ngaku-ngaku gw kecil. Jelas-jelas gw gede bgt bo, tapi napa ya di pikiran orang-orang radio itu gw kecil.

Lain lagi sama si jaya.. sama dia dulu kadang-kadang suka webcam rame2. ngegosip rame2. lucu juga orangnya, banyak fansnya tapi dia sendiri abal bgt urusan cw. Gw g abis pikir, ketika cw2 pada gontok2an berebut pengen ngedapetin jaya. Wkwkwkwk.. belum tau ya aslinya pegimana orang-orang itu, gw juga lom tau si. Yang pasti orangnya pinter tapi polos abisssssssss... hahahah. Kayaknya kalo gw ketemu ma dia, gw bakal ngata2in dia mulu deh, secara pertanyaan dia sering banget konyol2 yang menurut gw anak SMA juga tau jawabannya.. piss om :P

Kalo bos andy lucu lagi.. gw awal-awal hobi curhat-curhatan ma dia. Orangnya bijaksana banget, enak diajak ngobrol. Yang pasti dia itu tenang, ga kayak gw yang dikit-dikit ngamuk n g sabaran. Jadi biasanya kalo gw mau marah-marah ma temen radio, dia yang bakal nasehatin biar sabar. Lucu juga sam asi bos gw yang oke bgt ini. Sama kayak jaya, urusan cw payah!! Wkwkwkwkwk.. tapi skg kayaknya dia dah dpt tambatan hati, meski perjuangan kesananya susah bgt kayaknya. Sampe dia diterba gosip miring yang banyak bgt. Mulai dr dia digosipin ngelamar ini, itu, sapa kek.. hahahah,,, kesannya semua cewe jomblo di embat sama dia, padahal si ngga. Kriteria cwnya tinggi bo. Terbukti dari pilihan wanitanya yang sekarang (tanya sendiri sapa pilihannya). Bukti lain, gw pernah tanya bos, ‘eh, gw kriteria buat dijadiin istri ga?’. Ga ada maksud apa-apa, gw Cuma mau tau aja, sebagi cw itu gw pegimana. Abis kan gw g bisa jadi manis gitu, gw juga g ngerti kenapa. Ada 5 poin yang bos kasih, hmm.. apa aja ya?? Hahahaha.. lupa.. yang gw inget, gw masih kurang dewasa, perkataan gw masih belum bisa dijaga, sama gw belum berpakaian layaknya seorang muslim yang baik.. hehehehhe.. iya bener bgt, gw masih jauh bgt dr sempurna.. hehehehe.. inget juga pertama ketemu ma bos, dia diem2 ga jelas cengengesan.. dasar aneh. Gw tanya, kenapa bos lo diem aja? Ketawa2 lagi.. jawabannya? Tanya aja sendiri ma dia :P

Huah... dah panjang bgt ceritanya.. masih pengen gw lanajutin.. samdey gw pengen nulis cerita beneran tentang mereka. Ntar yah kalo gw dah kelar thesisnya, dah dapet kerja, dan hidup dah lebih jelas dr sekarang.. heheheheh...

Sekarang gw harus menghadapin kenyataan dulu ya kalo gw mesti melakukan interview.. huuu...

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Semangat!!!

2010-07-23T13:18:00.000+01:00

Imo ayo semangat!!!! Jangan sedih2 lagi.. Bentar lagi lulus.. ayo..ayo.. 10 September 2010. Yosh!!

*imo yang lg berjuang ngerjain disertasi :D

It’s not just a Car!

2010-07-19T12:04:00.000+01:00

If you ever wonder, what does it feel when you ride on car? Well, what I’m going to talk now is about “you & car”.

Car is vehicle driven on streets, and usually has minimum of 4 wheels. Many people use car for just travelling both of long or short journey, or sometimes people use it for gain some money. Yes, you can earn money with the car, such as, become a taxi driver, public transport driver, sell a food on your car, rent out your car, or maybe just for delivering such goods to consumers. The worst is when you use your car for attracting flocks of sexy and beautiful girls on the streets, vice versa. It’s rude!

Okay, let me tell my view about car. Car is not just a vehicle. I believe that it has a soul and you should take care of it gentle. It suits to become your fella, place to cry out yourself, room to runaway, and of course, it always hears whatever you’ve said quietly. It never screams though you use it roughly, or maybe you ride on it for doing a criminal thing.

Every time I have problem, I talk to you, place where I can lean on myself. I could be freaking out and screaming, while I was crying about the burden of my life. When I have nobody to care of me, then you become my saviour to keep me fight my sorrow. I always call you as my princess, the one who save me from my world’s hell. I’ve given you everything that you need, to keep you warm and smile. Sometimes I kiss and hug you, it’s because I care about you. I know you’re lonely now, you miss me a lot. So do I. And I’ve dreamed about you for several times here, wishing you here and become part of my story.

How if we have to be apart forever? I’m not sure. I’m lost. I feel half of my soul is gone. Cause you’re more than my best friend. You always keep me save from the rain, people who hate me, dark of the night, heat of the sun which can kill me (I can’t deal with the sun), and criminal who wants to kill me. You’re always by my side, when I run out time for my submission or wake up late in the morning. Yeah, you’re there my princess. Thousand miles I’ve run with you, conquering the savage road, among the bus and truck. Often I spur my wheels if I feel so bad about other drivers, challenge them. You never sigh. If you get angry and run slowly, I always say, “Yes, I know you can, come on my princess, help me through this way”. Then you go swiftly, what a perfect team.

I’m so sorry for everything that I’ve done to you. Thank you for your sacrifice, and now my turn to be asked my sacrifice. L I’m so sad. I’m crying. I don’t know what to say. No one is like you. Even if I open my purse, I can still see you there, stated my name. Memories from the past blast my mind. I remember, the first time I ride on you. You’re so big, everybody laughed at me when I couldn’t park you and made a traffic jam in my campus. Another day I had a fight with someone because of you. It was so funny. You know me better than anyone does.

Why do I always become the one who sacrifices? Why you always rely on me? I’ve give everything what I have, even my life. I have no time for cheering; even I don’t know what is “Glasgow fair Monday”. Okay, no time to sigh. This is my choice to make you guys smile. I’m happy for you.

xoxo

My princess, you’re always in my heart

Taken by my bf

Mau makan bareng si Taz (another fella)

Mpet2an sama kakak2 mau jalan2.. :)

Lonely Night

2010-07-08T19:35:00.000+01:00

Wah.. malem ini sepi banget ya... dah berasa bgt ni sepi, cuma ditemenin sama thesis.. ga ada temen.. satu2nya temen yang gw harepin ngecewain.. hari ini lom nelpon mama ni.. harusnya gw telp mami.. ngeliat ke notif board gw, dohh.. penuh bgt yah sama hal2 yg harus gw kerjain. ditambah blum semua nilai keluar yg bikin gw dag dig dug.. ditambah nasib gw yg lg bener2 g jelas serba salah terkatung2 ga bisa pulang g bs stay juga...
buku2 tebel yg tiap hari gw baca n gw ketik sebagai bahan thesis gw dah bikin gw sampai titik jenuh.. kepala gw kayaknya dah g bisa nampung lg.. capek ya ternyata belajar nonstop :D

hebat ya sama ilmuwan2 yang pantang menyerah terus ngelakuin eksperimen.. ga pernah nyerah biar gagal.. gw juga tipe yg gt si, paling sedih sehari kalo gagal, mellow-mellow.. bsoknya dah ketawa lg..

Okay deh guys, malem ini gw bertekad... gw g mau ngegantungin hati gw lgi sama seseorang, ga mau lagi jadiin seseorang sumber motivasi gw.. Ternyata hal itu cuma tambah sakit hati n ngecewain aja ya. Yah, sesuai prinsip gw, dalam sebuah hubungan, sayang aja g cukup.. mesti realistis kalo mama bilang. Dan gw rasa malem ini gw cukup realistis. Emang gw anak SMA yang masih sabar denger janji2 yang ga pernah ditepatin..

Well, malem ini gw lg ngerasa butuh bgt temen, kayaknya gw pgn ngeshare semua beban malem ini yg bnr2 berat bgt rasanya. Gw yg biasanya sok kuat n selalu bersikap bodoh ato tolol buat nutupin semuanya, kayaknya malem ini gw bener2 pgn muntahin semua keluhan gw sama seseorang itu. Tapi nyatanya, yah lagi2 dia begitu..Hihihi.. padahal kemaren baru gw cerita kenapa gw g bs banget sama orang yg g bisa diarepin... emang bener pesen mami papi, yang bisa diharepin cuma mereka aja... :D
Dah ah, gw dah g mau begging lg.. mulai malem ini, gw bakal usaha, menjalani malem ini sendirian.. gw akan usaha untuk ga nyari seseorang bt nemenin gw lg.. gw akan belajar menjalani my lonely night :D
terdengar menyedihkan... hahahahha.. tapi kan emang dari dulu gw selalu sendirian... sejak gw dibuang sama emak babe gw :))
nah kalo kemaren gw sempet beberapa saat ditemenin, kayaknya mulai malem ini gw harus belajar untuk seperti dulu lg.. sendirian tanpa bergantung sapa.. hore... bantal... aku punya bantal.. dan sekali lg, impian itu buyar :D
ayo kita mulai menulis impian baru untuk diwujudkan :D

*sorry y mam, kayaknya janji lebarannya ga bs aku tepatin :D
next time ya...

MAMIMUMEMO

2010-07-04T00:23:00.001+01:00

Huuu ... Asoy Geboy Bener dah gw .. gw abis Mother Calls Napa yes now i every day i must Calls Mother? Aja ya .. good times Seenggaknya can ngerubah mood gw unorganized. Lg gw emang super Sensi's this SKG, dikit2 marah2 gw ma man. Well Are You again dong, the congenital longer dissertation. I stacked the same problem lecturers, plus the g printilan important but make BT. Hacccuiiihh ..

Anyway, whoever it was, if I make a bad mood, a direct kick jauh2 gw deh now. I g i want that mood already increasingly chaotic unorganized. Head splitting gw dah, do not nambah2in again. Bsok pagi2 lib i must to ni, gw to work on a dissertation. The day i targetin 500an said. Let's hope that the target kekejar yes .. Amiin

Gw dah also began looking for work, n Alhamdulillah many Mayan housing vacancies bt bgt. Unfortunately a little ya social housing. Gapapa deh, now do much mannerism first mah deh. Passed an important work can be used, do not eat much money minta2 babe gw. As a child i g ye know yourself really, really hooked spending g is important. If longer a headache to work on my paper, I would immediately go to amazon.co.uk hand, ato Dorothy Perkins. Most fad i mo softlens buy online ... hahahha .. camera until I get some ... hhh ... Wasting money bgt ya .. gw sampe own a puppy, that would not have money anymore. Are You Well but again yes, i think that's all entertainment. Ga to the city center may gw ato lg ngopi2 chase if such submissions. G Coy bgt a time! Life is really despicable dah dah. Ga bath, laundry piled two weeks, eat only from the frozen food, carpet filthy room bgt dah. God forbid dah, so it's just entertainment terasiknya ol shopping, while learning the groceries waiting for came.
Final goods are more like bgt ya gw jacket Brazilian FIFA's official, I unfortunately can g pake here. In here bonek2, existing at the puncture Piso ma gw them. Hiks, same here jakarta aja kayak. Murder case is also quite well, especially their hobby very easy drunk. Bgt dah dah annoying if drunk .. I own the kapok dah ya home from the library malem2. Usually I go home at 12 maleman, now the most PM 9 PM from the library hours. It's also because it was still light at 9 (SUMMER bok). The horror, on the road near a house killing sempet gw .. Huhuhu .. g i want to die here, nyusahin people aja. Ngangkut corpse to the Brass Are You gw. : P

Bgt ya tired today. Abis gathered Indonesian citizens living in Indonesia. G how tired, yesterday shopping with my friend's apartment to the CC for the show today, I continue to cook further. This morning I woke up late, but i column kelar cuisine. So I wake up the moment skype ma Bebe, continue straight to the kitchen cooking ngacir. Severe child, he said mo aids, boro-boro dah ... In late coming, alesannya the parade because there are yaa ... A traffic jam .. Boro boro-gw liat deh street parade of what, in the brain just think, Are You could gw graduation of this epidemic. Anyhow, I like cooking very happy at the gw. Hhihiihihih ... I think the ideals I have a restaurant can be realized soon crib ni ..
Eh, gw ideals pegimana open warteg ya? I want to be her first skipper Wkwkwkkwkw warteg ... .. I think kesampean deh ga. Abis gw aja confused, can warteg cheap ko ya. By gw tuh cook bahan2 shopping muahal ajib gile ... so i think, i ga warteg may be cheap, i loss of existing airports. Hahahahahhaha ... So make the restaurant a cozy wgw times ye aja .. His Myspace waitress pake kostu lucu2, kayaking on a proposal that I love to box .. i lecturers I want barbie dandanin servant .. but polite dong. Funny times .. yes ... Hhiihihi interior then candy .. so .. ahay Indonesia but the food taste really dong. Tuh's so exciting ... I imagine my space om om grandparents, came to the restaurant with the feel pink2 gw,,, Hahahahhahah ... om2 coquettish!
But the first thing I want'm doing, if savings gw dah many, buying Flats... Price died this .. want to have a rush .. hahahhaah .. People said the bizarre gw, co ideals living in flats. Not the ideals of living, but I want to play a live there, and found empathy for the people who live there. So yes, if gw dah Myspace jad's housing minister, I can love a nguntungin policy2 people. Because I live in the towers play a dah ... hahahhahaha ... yes i dodol. Myspace gw deh also play a live in RSS. But i lazy to buy RSS. Maybe nginep aja yah times.
Duh, middle malem can ga bobo .. Gw bgt tired head. Gw lg male delayed again. He likes mah g tau situation, I need him again delayed ... Wkwkkkwkwkkw ... Basic boy, fortunately cute. If unyeng2 deh gw dah ga. Gw bae eh but really his girlfriend, but sometimes I doubt she loves ma gw. MULU he delayed the Abis, Karen alesannya the timing differences. Bener the bok, now if I confide in the hours he mo dah hours 3 am 4 am .. .. Hahahhaha Ga nyalahin also siiiiiiii .....
I get bored with the quiet room .. Flats are silent .. YM n SKYPE is always the invisible.. Nauseated sampe gw liat photo orang2 jalan2, while g i can. BTW, I leave the broadcast ngajuin bok .. Let diapprove yes. If ga diapprove, well backed by legowo gw deh. I also study how much more important nowadays. Mother may I ngecewain ga gw babe, is not the kids I scholarships. Beliau2 I've worked hard to finance. G tau gw aja her self. Aja y gw surprisingly, the same that I've dibiayain temen2 mahal2, lectures Bener ga .. Okay the bad lo ga papa, lo dah home business. Lo Bonyok also be advised. But if for example, lo perfunctory lecture, instead of learning instead nyampah, well that's what I heranin. I also often kesel si, if the judge handyman gw maen, asal2an, ga seriously. SOTOY HEAVY !!!!!!!!!!
If they know everyday i, I follow every day. Bokksss ... gw nerd times; (Not because of diligent, but was forced to .. Hahahahah .. i know the self, gw g clever, at least I mo ya business so that more people bae. As if there had been conversations ma temen-temen gw. She said they were surprise i can cook (* n gw little narcissistic, he said gw tasty dishes ..). In their first fitting I value, she said I spoiled. Children who mehek2 g mami been to the kitchen. SOTOY abis. Well, whatever people think anything about gw. gw ga care. What I peduliin just talk the same family of loved ones gw. How people katain g i also like goat care, an important girlfriend I say the most beautiful .. i Hahahahhaha Awas aja .. he says there are more cute than i , gw putusin directly: P
I wrote a long Er Bener ya .. Mo nyampah still feels ... And lately I very rarely write about the news blogs are okay ... ato INFO2 Curhatan all of its contents .. Hahaah ... gw dah nauseated very seriously-what serious thinkers. Mending gw ma Udahlah vent my blog was funny. Hahhahaha ..
Btw, thx bgt gw for a boyfriend. I was sotoy weight, want to make a blog pake script itself. Finally finished the, but awut2an. Hahahahahha .. The pictures left and right oblique, then finished second ngedobel postnya .. Fortunately Bebe want benerin. Thx .. huh be'ol hahahah .. funny yes, there are new calls for him. I always call him right TA (CINTA) or BE (Bebe) now nah mean change, TA (TAI) or BE (BEOL). =))
Patience really is a boyfriend i ye. By gw sternly severe, marah2 MULU, but yes he's never snapped impatiently ng-bok i snapped. Unfortunately deh gw. Unfortunately he likes g tau self-intoxicated if dah .. hikss .. Ah dah confidante. Sleepy. Bsok must learn lg boo ... Let smoothly all. Bismillah:)

XOXO

Bah.... Brekele nian ni hari..

2010-06-16T23:40:00.000+01:00

Wow, rangkaian cerita hari ini cukup bikin gw ngakak2 miris sambil ngelus dada ya.... Hahhahahaha... Napa Mo? Okay, let’s start... Well guys, jujur aja nih, gw lagi kere berat, kere sekere-kerenya. Ternyata begini yah rasanya jadi mahasiswa rantau yang beneran ga punya duit sampe ga bisa ngapa2in.
Jadi, minggu lalu babe gw lagi bae2nya, dia bilang, “Im, Senen Bapak kirimin duit ya!”. Terus gw dengan belagunya bilang ke nyokap gw, “Mah, duitnya mama pegang aja, bulan depan aja kirimnya, aku mau nabung. Lagian duit aku masih cukup kok”. So, nyokap gw bilang ke bokap kalo duit dah dikirim padahal sebenernya ngga. Masalah mulai terjadi ketika gw menyadari kalo stok makanan gw menipis. Okay, gw bakal belanja online lewat Asda pake credit card, karena terbukti lebih murah dan g pake tabungan gw bo. Ongkos kirimnya cuma 3,5 pound dan itu dianter sampe depan rumah gw. Nah, belanjaan bakalan dianter kemaren jam 6-8 pm. Kira2 jam 7.30 pm, ada orang nelp hape gw, nomornya private then gw kira itu dari Indo yang nelp. Ternyata eh ternyata bo, orang bule yg nyerocos, sialnya yah… putus-putus suaranya, dan gw cuma bisa bilang, “ Hah?? Hah?? Sorry? Hah? Sorry?”. Eh ditutup, dasar orang sini pada ga sopan. Minta gw gaplok aja dah. Gw penasaran, ini pasti orang dari Asda, so gw langsung keluar flat n ngecek, gw kira mereka minta dibukain pintu. Eh ternyata gada orang. Lho? Kenapa ya? akhirnya gw langsung online n cek confirm emailnya. Ternyata oh ternyata booo…. Alamat kirimnya masih ke flat lama gw.. Sialan! Padahal pas gw log in dah gw ganti alamat. Tapi kenapa mereka tetep kirim ke alamat lama gw ya. Dasar abal-abal. Yadah gw langsung kirim email ke CSnya. Minta maaf, n gw minta dikirim ulang. Dah gw tidur n kelaparan ya. Bsok paginya, akhirnya gw nyerah, n minta kirimin duit ke nyak gw. Soalnya gw nyadar, kalo tabungan gw didebit hari ini buat asrama, padahal gw kira hari ngedebitnya masih beberapa minggu lagi. Kan gw dodol. Then gw cek, isi tabungan 10.XX pound. Di dompet 12 pound beserta recehan. Damn! Hari ini gw harus submission, sementara printer gw tinta abis. Gw mesti print berwarna yang muahal bgt. Akhirny gw telp kakak gw, minta nomor western union. Eh sialnya, kata kakak gw, si western hari ini lagi eror.. emak…. Sial banget gw. Gw makan semua yang tersisa di kulkas, n terpaksa makan spaghetti keju kasih cream salad pake udang. Doh, rasanya dah g nyambung, secara itu cream buat salad buah. Hahahhahaha… tiba2, dede sms kalo mba pop kemaren ultah, dan kita2 pada ga tau. Kita mau bikin surprise lunch ini. Bah…. Gw kan tadinya mau belajasr diperpus abis submission. Itung2 nyicil buat submission minggu depan. Tadinya gw mau beli tart bermodal credit card gw, eh tapi dede pengertian banget kalo gw kere, katanya, “ga usah, kamu kan lagi kere Momo”. Huhuuhuhuh… Dede emang bae bener dah. Akhirny gw pergi ke perpus, merelakan 12 pound gw masuk ke mesin printer. Beres ngeprint, gw lupa bawa pulpen buat ngisi plagiarism statement, akhirnya gw dengan kurang ajar nebeng ke TUnya…hahhahahaha… selesai, siap2 jalan ke flat dede. Eh, di depan perpus ketemu mas ilham ma markocok. Trus gw ajak mas ilham ke dede. Eh dia ngambek ma dede, ga mau dia ke sana. Akhirnya gw telpon dede, kata dede, “tarik aja Mo, lo kan gede”..hahhahahaha.. so dengan sukses gw tarik n geret mas ilham sampe ke rumah dede yang mayan jauh (kira2 20 menit). Hahahhaha.. si mas dah misuh2 aja gara2 malu sepanjang jalan gw seret jalan ke rumah dede. Dia malu gitu. Yah, kingkong dia lawan, secara badan gw gede dia kecil. Sepanjang jalan kita berantem gitu, dodol bgt dah.. semua hal ga penting dibahas. Sampe gw ngambek gara2 ga diajak west end festival, dia yg ngambek ma dede n dini lama mandinya, gw yang dianggep jualan ikan, gw yang bilang dia rese gara2 nuduh gw block fb dia, gw yg kesel dia berkoar2 gw eror gara2 ga booking QM padahal hape dia yang abal2, deelel yang pokonya mpe capek berantem sepanjang jalan yang penuh dengan unek2 sampah sampe ke masalah thesis ma nilai yang brekele..hahhahaha… sampe gw katain, “Mas, lo apaan si ngambek2. Malu lo! Dah punya anak ma istri juga.” Hahahhahah… sumpah itu lucu bgt ya. Sampe depan rumah dede, dia bilang janjian di depan rumah mba pop aja. Akhirny kita nyampe. Tart yang dede beli lengkap ma lilin. Tapi ternyata ga ada api, karena kompornya listrik n mba pop kan g ngerokok juga. Yadah akhirnya pura2 tiup lilin doang. Hahahha… garing abis. Dan suasana jadi rusuh abis. Masing2 dari kita saling serang, kata2an. Yah mas ilham marah2 ma dede ma dini, gw marah2 ma mba pop, dini n mas ilham, dede ngata2in mas ilham, mba pop n dini sibuk minta map ma gw, pokoknya seru bgt.. rusuh abis, sambil berantem n ketawa2 ga jelas. Kata2an frontal yang seru bgt, sampe ga kerasa kalo jarak umur gw ma dede, mas ilham, mba pop itu jauh bgt. Gw emang anak yang g tau diri.. hahahhahah.. but anyway, I really enjoy my day with them. abis beres makan2 (dede masak mie goreng), kita ke flat baru mba pop. Ngobrol ngalor ngidul g jelas sambil foto pose2 labil n abege aneh. Trus gw dede mas ilham pamit ke Morrison buat nemenin gw belanja. Soalnya pas di flat mba pop si Asda telpon kalo gw mesti order ulang, yang kemaren dah direject. Cih,… tunggu seminggu lagi?? Males bener.. gw dah kelaparan parah.. mo mate berdiri gw…hahhahaha… Akhirnya gw belanja banyak bgt. *padahal g punya duit. Tapi gw ngandelin CC gw. Padahal harga di Morrison lbh mahal si dr Asda, tapi tetep tesco muahal tenan rek.. yowes gw belanja ga mikir, asal masuk aja… eh ternyataaaaaa…. Sampe kasir, CC gw ketinggalan di rumah!! Ngehe bgt dah.. akhirny gw pinjem duit dede. Dede bayar pake debit card. Okay.. muahal lagi belanjaan gw, secara buat 3 minggu. Giliran dede yang bayar, saldo dia dah g mencukupi..wkwkkwkwkwk.. dia lupa kalo hari ini duit dia didebet juga. Jadi kosong debit cardnya…hahahhaha.. akhirny dia pake credit card buat bayar belanjaan dia. Lucu bgt y, lingkaran setan. Gw bete bgt si, berarti gw utang ma dede, n harus bayar pake uang tunai gw. Secara belanjaan itu kan budgetnya harus dibayar pake CC, bukan pake debit gw. Rugi Bandar gw kalo pake debit. Hikss… yadah, berarti duit yang baru kakak gw kirim langsung berkurang… Skg, gmn gw pulang? Okay,, mereka bilang gw naek taksi aja, dan mas ilham ngumpulin receh kantong nya buat biaya gw naek taksi..hahahha… g bgt deh!! Malu2in aja gw… akhirny gw pulang pake taksi murah. Dan gw senang karena baru beli pohon krisan putih yang samaan ma dede, sebagai pengganti 4 bunga gw yang koit gara2 ditinggal roadtrip.. hiks.. moga bunga yang sekarang kuat n kokoh seperti yang punya… KEKAR.. hahahahha… dan nyampe rumah, lizzy tanya kalo sms dia nyampe apa g. Yah gw mana sempet merhatiin hape. Dah ribet ma belanjaan 12 plastik…hahahha… ternyata, di lantai dapur banyak semut… huahh.. rese abis! Penyakit summer.. eh dengan dodol dia tumpahin sabun cuci piring ke semut2 itu, biar mateee…ahahhahahahaha… dodol bgt si hari ini.. well anyway,, dinner gw g jelas rasanya.. smoked salmonnya asin bgt.. yah.. syukurilah.. Alhamdulillah :)

My New Baby

2010-06-04T20:07:00.000+01:00

Oh gosh.. c'est tres belle!!! The new Fiat 500C Pink!! Wondering if I drive that pussy car, I’d be a babe. Lol...
The 500 Pink can only be ordered online, and it’s special edition. There will be a limited edition models, the 2010 Fiat 500C Pink coupe version only receive 500, while the cabrio version will be limited to 300 units, each with a price of around $ 20,300. Geez... I should hold my breath and cut all my budget just for gazing this Barbie!!

Recipe No.1

2010-05-28T22:07:00.000+01:00

Enjoy this!!

Hari yang Aneh

2010-05-20T08:50:00.000+01:00

Doh.. gw mimpi apaan si barusan,,,, kagak jelas abis yah... bangun-bangun bikin gw pusing ajah.. Hmm, yaudahlah yah... jalanin aja hari ini :P
Btw eniwei, curhar bentar ah disini, mumpung belum mood mandi n jalan ke kantor. kepala masih pusing gara-gara tidur jam setengah 4 pagi. Eh bo, mantan gw aneh bener ya... ko ada si orang sebego dia...hahhahahah... malah gw kata-katain. lagian gw kerjain gitu aja ngambeknya sebegitunya mpe putus segala... haiyah... emang susah ya pacaran ma anak kecil. ga tau apa ya gw orangnya ekstra jail, emak babe gw aja sering banget gw kerjain, tapi mami g pernah marah tuh. mami cuma bilang, haduh im... kamu mau bikin mama mati cepet ya jantungan.. trus mami ketawa-ketawa lagi.. dah ga heran kali ya ngeliat kelakuan gw. :P
yah tapi kan tiap orang itu mang selalu punya 2 sisi. begitu juga buat gw, udah penat kepala gw buat ngejalanin hidup gw, masa gw g boleh have fun dikit ya. dan cara gw have fun mang dengan jail dan yang jadi sasaran pasti orang2 tersayang gw. kenapa? karena gw tau ga semua orang bs nerima becandaan gw, n gw mau bisa nikmatin saat2 indah itu bareng orang yang gw sayang.. yah emang aneh si, tapi y gmn lagi, gw hidup dah berapa taun sendiri. sepi dr mana2, jauh dr orang tua... dan gw bukan tipe yg bs curhat.. yang ada gw malah curhat ato marah2 ke blog ati diary pink yang dah gw tinggal di indo. miss u Caddy ;( (nama diary gw caddy)
yah gw ppikir orang2 yang sayang gw harusnya tau bgt kenapa gw begitu n ikutan seneng liat gw seneng. lagian,, kalo si mantan pikir gw g pernah nunjukin sayang dengan cara yang proper, dia dodol bgt ya.... gw itu orangnya melakolis abis kali.. coba aja dia liat cara gw ngungkapin sayang ke nyokap kalo gw lagi normal.. gw bikinin video, gw kirimin bunga, gw kirimin tart, dimanapun gw jauh berada. sering juga gw tulisin nyokap puisi n tidur di perutnya yang ndud...hihihi..kangen mami ;(
sama papi juga gitu.. biar gw kalo becanda sampe tonjok2an banting2an, sering juga gw bikin papi gw terharu gara2 gw kasih perhaian yg lebih.. well, gw sih sedih aja y kalo mantan gw ngambek gara2 becanda gw... tapi yaudahlah... kalo mpe putus gaara2 becanda gw, y berarti dia belum bener2 kenal and sayang aja ma gw.. hiks.. yang penting gw dah minta maap, dan gw g mau ngemis.. karena harusnya dia dah tau kalo gw sayang bgt ma dia. dan kalo dia g percaya ma gw di sini, dia konyol bgt. tuh bunga kan dikasih ma sobat tercinta gw... si ade, balesan dr bunga yang gw kasih di Durham.. yah pacar gw disini si ade itu... hahahhahahha... boro2 gw lirik2 bule, diajak ngobrol aja gw suka belagu.. lagian gw dah tua juga kali, masa masih maen2 pacarannya.. hmm... bener2 ga abis pikir ya.. masih bingung, ditambah mimpi yang aneh... gw pikir kemaren dia bener2 orang yang tepat, yang nerima gw n ngerti bgt ttg gw. yaudah deh.. terserah dia aja, untungnya gw dah punya sapi dr dia yang bs gw maenin tiap saat.. nemenin gw dikamar.. huah.. kalo lo pada tau, ni sucks bgt asrama.. tetangga gw kampret2 semua ye.. temen gw library buku kampus.. ketemu sama geng teman2 juga jarang2. apa lagi yg bs ngehibur gw kalo gw lg pusing ye... mau ke kantor males bgt.. males mandi. masih aneh.. masih kesel.. masih gondok..
cinta mang aneh y, kadang kita itu naif bgt kalo ngerasa g disayang... padahal ada orang yg sayang bgt ma kita.. kalo dia tau segimana gw sayangnya ma dia T.T
ah yasudahlah... maju aja terus imo.. yakin aja semua ini yang terbaik.. :(
eh ntar mesti siaran lagi pulang kerja.. dah malas... dah enek gw ma semuanya.. cuma pgn diem di kamar ato beljar di library.. kangen papi yang jail bgt :( yang kalo pagi2 lagi iseng di kampung bs nembakin pistol ke udara cuma buat bangunin kita.. *tuh kan babe gw jailnya lebih parah.. yah wajar dong kalo anaknya ikutan aneh..
kangen sama papi yg selalu ngedukung kalo gw jailin orang.. kangen papi yang selalu ngabulin permintaan gw. kangen mami yang selalu nemenin tidur gw. kangen mami yang selalu dengerin curhat gw. kangen mami yang selalu bisa gw peluk.. hiks... :P

dah ah, dah telat.. mesti mandi n siap2 ketemu temen intern gw yg aneh, yang selalu bikin gw emosi..

xoxo

Miao & Imo

2010-05-15T21:44:00.000+01:00

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GA ADIL

2010-04-20T15:19:00.001+01:00

Hari ini cerah. Langitnya cerah. Tapi kenapa gw ga cerah?? Karena gw lagi PMS??? Bukan, karena hari ini mereka ga adil sama gw! We did the same thing. We do it together! Then why they judge that I did nothing rather then you! Hell ya! You told me I didn’t need to fill those, so why they told me it was based on those? Why you did that?? It hurts me deeply! Fucking you ashole!!! And why I can’t tell others people bout this??? Cos I’m nothing??? Cos I’m alone here??? Then you can do anything to me? Come on, dimana keadilan berada!!!! Kenapa gw g boleh protes?? Kenapa gw g bisa bela diri gw sendiri?? Kenapa gw g bisa nelpon nyokap gw, nangis2, curhat??? Mau bikin nyokap lo jantungan??? Mau bikin babe lo ngamuk??? Yang bener aja. Kenapa si gw selalu dipaksa nanggung semua ini. OMG! Please. I just wanna take a rest. Sleep tight, drink cappuccino while walking on the street. Or maybe just feel the fresh air from my car and scream as loudly as I can! THEN WHY AM I HERE NOW!

Be with Me

2010-04-16T18:40:00.000+01:00

I am weird, I am odd, and I am bizarre.
And I don’t know who’s inside my mind.
I am screaming, I am punching, and I am crying.
And I don’t know what to do.

*coz I guess ahh....
The light is shining under bridge
And I wish I could be there and I realize that I’m alive!

**Standing still, you were here
Tell me what, what you feel
But you never discern me
Then I push you around
Through the summer and the fall
Till you recall what I need

He is fool, he is child, and he is stupid
And I need him to lean on
He is kissing, he is smiling, and he is laughing
And I love the way he does

*coz I guess ahh....
The light is shining under bridge.
And I wish I could be there and I realize that I’m alive!

**Standing still, you were here
Tell me what, what you feel
But you never discern me
Then I push you around
Through the summer and the fall
Till you recall what I need

Looking your eyes is not enough
Then I try to hold you tight
Never gonna let you down
Even I wanna take you go

by momochio

England Trip

2010-04-13T23:07:00.000+01:00

Well guys, I had a wonderful journey together with my friends during the Easter break. Anyway, it was really a long journey and I’m too lazy right now to do the story telling one by one. So, just enjoy this video of my trip. ;)

My Confession

2010-04-13T22:35:00.000+01:00

My oh my… so lonely tonight. No one sits nearby my window while wind is blowing smoothly embrace my pale face. I try to focus what’s on my laptop screen. Barely blank page faces my eyes. Inspiration, where are you thou? Motivation, who steal you from my strength? Endurance, why you go away from my aged body? Dream, what is inside your destiny? Spirit, when will you come along with my journey? Glory, how can I reach you without this pain in my heart?

Emptiness carries out my daily being even if I knew lots of friends cheer me up. Time passed me by and left a painful sore along my journey. Since that day, 9 years have already gone. Why I still keep this twinge inside my mind? Bad dreams freak me out each day and night. Oh well, it’s all about life. Sometimes it can be so sweet and in others time it can be so awful. I’m only God’s toy! And I’m happy to be like that. Thanks God for giving me all these blessings. Even the pain is also a blessing.

He’s best at once, and I wish for entire of my life. I like this spring, trees along botanic garden start to blossom. Giving new energy for this season and spread the ambiance of love. Can I hold you for a while my roses, my primulas? Hugs and kisses became so sweet when I should be apart from you. It’s not about the distance, it’s all about love and trust. Love bears me to stand out and belief that your heart holds me tight.

I’m not a poet, princess, or even I’m not a sweet girl. But you gotta know, even a beast can love somebody to light up his darkness. I’m a giant and I can feel desire inside my soul is a love. I love you, not like just an ordinary girl admires prince charming in her school. God send you as the special gift for my sacrifice and it’s luxurious. An angel whispers that you’re one in million yet the universe can’t give someone like you in thousand years. Be in love for God dear. It will make our love immortal in serenity and serendipity.

Good luck for your internship Jelek :P

Kisses n hugs from Glasgow.
XOXO

GALAU...

2010-02-04T17:19:00.001Z

It has been a long time since I didn’t open this page. Time goes by; it has been already more than 4 months! Yeay, I did it! Seems like Ripley believe it or not, I do survive here! Well, my life wasn’t really good; instead I had a really inimitable experience. Glasgow, cold, windy, cloudy, and loneliness are friends of mine. It’s pretty pity, right? I do. Lots of friends are not pledged you’ll have a wonderful life. What am I talkin' bout? Mind flies away, hind sight; recall that I had a worst holiday went to Paris, wishing I could meet someone special there. He wasn't there, felt so terrible though.
Really miss him for a while. Remember the time when he taught me about sciences, chemistry, physics, and also math; the time we promised that we could through all the pickles together. Why do we always have a fight right now? Need you as someone to lean on; I know you care bout me. Ocean won’t separate us coz I keep my eyes on you.
Next, I’ll be home to meet half of my soul.

University of Glasgow Library, 11th Floor, 5 pm, 4 February 2010.

Please Take the Right Bus and Beware with the USB Cable

2009-09-27T12:51:00.000+01:00

Don’t take the wrong bus!! Hahahha.. Ade and I intended to go to somewhere which was so-called Next Clearance. It likes a factory outlet which took part in Bandung although the brand was Next. Everything becomes cheaper than Next without Clearance. I also prepared to buy printer which was sold in the shop beside Next. So, I called Heidi and asked how to get there without lost. She told me that I should take the bus with number 62 from Kelvingrove Museum. Okay, the bus came, but there were two buses. We preferred the one that was heading the other. As always, we were laughing along the journey, until a girl asked us about McDonalds. We just said we didn’t know, but why she often had a glance with us. Hmm, she looked so weird. I thought she was a lesbian. Hahahhaha.. Then we started to talk about her, and she looked at us with smiling face. She might be able to speak Bahasa. LOL. After moments, the bus stopped and there were only two of us who left in the bus. Hwy come on, where were the others? I asked the driver why he stopped. Then he asked back, “Where do you want to go? This is the last route.” Damn, where are we? We were lost. Hahahahah.. I tried to remember what Heidi’s word. “Hmm, I want to go to Park Shed”, I guess so. “What? Where is it?” the driver replied. “I think is ‘Park Shit’?” Ade started to talk. So funny, Park with may shit?? Hahhaha.. His face was damn so confused. “The place with Next Clearance”, I added. But he kept not understand. Okay, we left your bus and where should we go, this was middle of nowhere. But wait, i thought I know this place. This is Mieke’s place, her flat with famous “Jam Gadang”. LOL. There was a big tower clock which was similar to Jam Gadang. The urgent thing that I should do was called Heidi again. Heidi said that was Park Head, not Park Shed or Park Shit. LOL. The other was we took the wrong bus. It should number 62 but the one which was written with First bus. So, there were two different buses with number 62. Heidi, why don’t you tell me from the first time? >.<
Ade persuaded me to wall through the way to find the nearest bus stop to get the right 62. Ow..ow..ow.. The next halt was under repaired. LOL. We had to walk again. I loved that journey because I could see the Celtic store, Mommy, I wanted the green one. Eventually, I found the right halt and waiting for the bus. There were several buses which could stop at Park Head. We were so happy when the first bus was approached. Hey, why didn’t it want stop? Ade was bewildered. “Why don’t you stop it?” I said. “I think it’s gonna stop”, she replied. Oh gosh, so we should wait for the next one. Finally, the bus was come. Yeah, let’s go shopping!! Firstly, we went to Argos, the electronic store. We attempted to buy a cheap printer. Yes, we got it, but why the sold it separately with the USB cable? And the cost of the cable was £12! It was so expensive. No way!! The all in one printer (printer-scanner-copier) was only £39 and the cable was £12? Silly, I didn’t want to buy it. So we decided to go shopping. Next Clearance, Primark, and Asda. Yes, we do love the cheap goods! We are MODIS (Modal Diskon). =))

Fire Alarm

2009-09-27T11:59:00.000+01:00

Why this fire alarm is too sensitive? Damn, it was ringing while I slept. It started to ring at 12 pm so I should went out from the hall. The craziest thing was the fire truck came to our place within few minutes. Damn, it was so cold that night. I only wore my clothes and brought the wrong coat (I took the one with the fur collar-likes the celebrities). Fifteen minutes later the senior resident together with the suspect appeared to give explanation. Oh gosh, the motive was very simple, someone broke her oil pan, and then the alarm rang. It made me like a crazy horse; I was so lucky that few days ago my alarm didn’t ring. She also apologized to everyone there who was disturbed by her act.
The next funny accident was last night. I came back from Ade’s place to have dinner with the Mie Ayam ^^. Damn, it’s bloody delicious, I really missed Indonesian food. Frozen food was suck! Finished our dinner, Ade, Dini, and Mas Ilham accompanied me to go home because it was Saturday night (many people were drunk in Byres). We walked for more than 30 minutes, yeah; it was so far away from Ade’s place to mine. We shocked when the moment we get there and there was a Greek party with drunken boys and girls who wear a Greek costume. So disgusting, they wore sexy clothes and tried to let their white cloth. We passed them while they were laughing and smiling to use. Okay, what happened next? Why all my hall mates went out from our hall. Definitely, the alarm was ringing again and the suspect was my classmate, the Los Angeles Guy. Poor him! After several minutes the fire truck came and the senior resident got lil bit angry to him. The reason why it rang was he let the kitchen door opened so the warm air from the heater made the alarm rang. Fiuhhh.. So funny... It’s hard to live here.

Hahahahha

2009-09-25T13:51:00.001+01:00

Hai Guys.. Gotta say hallowww… Missing you damned so much. Yesterday I celebrated the Holy Moslem Day was so-called ‘Lebaran’. I met many Indonesian People who live in Glasgow and they’re pretty nice. I was so glad to know them. You know guys, I had lots of funny stories which embarrassed me and can make you laugh. Let’s start from Friday.
I was locked out of my hall because I didn’t know how to use the key. LOL. When the first day I come to the hall, there was a guy from Los Angeles who helped me to open the door and lift my 30 kgs luggage, so, I didn’t notice how to open the door. The next morning I went to Byres to buy new cell phone number and some food. When I came back to my new home, I realized that I didn’t know how to open the door. I tried many ways to open it but I was failed. The key was like conventional key with the rubber key chain. I threw away my pride and I went to the QM office to ask how to use the key. The girl said that I only needed to scratch the silver panel with the rubber. Then, I went back to my hall that had 100 m distance from the office, off course with the ascending road. Reaching there, I tried several times to scratch it but it didn’t work. Fortunately there was no one who looked at me. Finally, I gave up and decided to go back to the office. Before turn over my way, I pass the key with white panel that I guess it was a mike. Then the door opened, ><’
Heidi, Nana, and I got along together to go around Glasgow. I went to City Centre, Buchanan Street, Chun Ying, Forte, and The Next Clearance (I forgot the rest and the spelling >.<). As a new comer in Glasgow, I was too greedy to buy so many things such as, 2 boots and 1 leather jacket from Next, 1 flatted shoes and jacket from Primark, and groceries. I also bought 1 set of student kitchen appliance which consists of 12 equipments with very cheap price. The disaster came when Heidi forgot about our bus. Omg, we carried many bags of shopping goods. The bus stopped at Kelvingrove and I should walk for few kilometers to reach my hall. Fortunately, Nana tried to help me by carrying my goods. The road was rising upwards and we start to feel tired. Nana and I stopped every 50 m that we walked. Finally, I got home. Hurray!! But wait, I feel something awkward. Oh my gosh, the frozen squid and shrimp which were put on my bag were melting. My jeans and white jacket were wet and so does my pink Jansport (Damn, I bought it from eBay). Immediately I washed my bags and took a slice of pizza to be toasted. While I was washing, I saw black smoke over my head. I tried to figure out what happen to my kitchen. Guess what? My pizza was scorched!! As quickly I ran to jump up the ceiling and tried to cover the smoke detector with my wet bag. I was really afraid the alarm would be ringing. I prayed to God while I was very shy to my neighbors who live straight to my window. I also opened my windows so the smoke could be out soon. Hoooo.. Thanks God, after several minutes the smoke was gone and I didn’t need to worry if the extinguisher car was come. LOL. To be continued….

Finally, I'm getting here..

2009-09-18T12:56:00.000+01:00

This is my latest story.. I wrote this message for my beloved buddies,, miss u all guys... ^^

guys, aku dah di asrama...
gw se flat ma 1 cw dr manchester, 1 cw greece, 1 cw china, ma 1 co pakistan,,

hahhaha, gw ga nangis loh di bandara,,, emak gw sih iya,,, gw tahan2in aj.. bersyukur bgt, sama Tuhan dikasih kekuatan, semangat, dan keberanian...yg sampe saat ini gw heran ko beran bgt..bener2 modal nekat.berangkat dr jkt jam 00.30..gw baru nangis pas mau landing di dubai.. bagus bgt dubai malem2, gw bersyukur bgt bisa dikasih kesampatan buat liat semuanya itu..hehhehe
trus nyampe dubai jam 5.20 waktu sana.. sepanjang jalan gw molor tuh...nyampe dubai, buset tuh bandara.. kayak pasar.. rame bgtttt... gilak yah... mau jalan aj mpe susah,bener2 lah emirates flightny gila2an.. gateny yg 200an lebih hampir aktif semua.. gw pgn foto tp ga ada yg motoin...yadah gw foto2 aj bandarany pake hp..

trus abis itu flight ke glasgow... gw stress bgt
kan gw duduk sebelah kaca, sebelah gw co bule muda, sebelahny lagi ibu2 bule yg stress... mereka sama2 ga kenal...tapi si ibu ini curhattt.... mulu..ga berenti2.. gw tidur aj sepanjang jalan,,, jd ga diajak ngobrol..tv depan gw si nyala, filmy mpe muter berkali2..tapi gwnya sih tidur..wkwkkw.. yg bikin stres, gw intip si co passportny UK.. tp bahasa inggrisny bener2 gw ga ngerti
kayak inggris campur perancisss.gw bneran mau nangis.... gw pikir semuaa org UK bakal kayak gt.. jd gw benr2 ga ngerti obrolan mereka b2... trus gw curi dengar org2 depan belakang gw.. semuany aneh,,, makin deh gw stress, gw jd ga pede ma inggris gw,,, tapi gw dengerin TV di depan gw gw ngerti.. pramugari ngomong juga ngerti.. jd bingung, siapa yg salah nih,, pas nyampe bandara, gw yg ga ga tau malu ini pun kenalan ma cw tingkat 2 asal malaysia.. dia kul di edinburgh.. gw tanya2 segala macem ma dia.. pas gw lg ngisi arrival card, eh ada co china kiar2 30 taun, minta tolong ma gw...isiin bukany.. dia ga ngerti inggris bo!!!gila,,,padahal dia dah megang visa inggris..tp sama sekali ga bisa,,dan dia dah tinggal di uk sekitar 3 taunan kalo ga salah,, dia kerja di restoran china,,yadah gw isiin.. trus gw ngantri imigrasi,, bnyk yg bermasalah booo,,, kalo gw liat, mereka org2 yg lom fasih inggrisny..di tanya apa ga nyambung,, jd biar kita dah megang visa tetep aj mereka rewel,,ditanya macem2 gt. gw kasian ma mereka,, padahal mereka student juga.. tapi tas mereka dibongkarin semua gt satu2...huhu..kasian..untung gw lolos cepet... trus abis itu gw ke tempat internasional student yg jemput gw,,,sialny gw telat,, bisny dah berangkat 20 menit yg lalu.. ada lg jam stgh 4 sore,,males bgt gw nunggu,yadah gw nekat naek taksi.. tapi tetep dianter sampe taksi ma perwakilan dr mereka,,,taksi mahal bgt booooooooo.. 19an pound..padahal perjalanan ga nyampe 10 menit,,,argony ngebut bgt. abis itu gw diturunin di reception deskny.. haduhhh dasar org sana dodol..ramah2 si, tapi gw ga dibantuin geret koper, padahal koper gw yg satu 29an kilo.. satu lai belasan kilo..gw cuma di kasih tau hall gw,,,dan itu hall ditanjakan..buseeeeettttttt..mau mampus geret dua koper nanjak.. trus ada tanggany lg dan ga ada ramp.. itu yg namany ngangkat koper 29 kilo, tangan gw dah mau copot..wkkwkwkw.. nyampe depan flat, tangga lg,,,mami,,, tanggany curam.. mau nangis... trus gw angkat yg kecil dulu..eh, dasar rejeki, ada co buka pintu.. trus dia bantuin gw gangkat yg 29 kilo,,parahnym kamar gw di lantai 3 ternyata,,tanpa lift.. jd tuh co ngangkat mpe lantai 3..wkkwkwkw,,, trus kenalan.. namany george.. dr los angles.. ada yg tertarik??? wkwkkwkw gaya2ny kayak eminem..

nyampe dalam flat.. gw bingung.. ko kamarny ga ada nomor,,katany kamar gw no 4.. akhirny gw cobain kunciny satu2..an ada 5 kamar tuh..kebuka deh.ada welcoming packny dalam kamar dr univ gw,,kotak kecil isiny makanan sama brosur2 plus diskon..lucu..hihi...trus gw norak keliling2..gw buka kulkas dah ada makanan..gw kira gw org pertama,ternyata gw malah org terakhir,,,upsss... kalo ternyata td ada org di kamar pas gw coba buka2 pintu pasti gw dah dilempar tuh..wkwkkwkw.. abis itu g ke kamar beres2.. trus pas denger di luar ributm gw keluar,, ketemu ma cw bule cantik tapi mungil kayak mimi,,itu si anak mannchester,,dia phd bahasa Celtic...trus dia ngajak minum, gw ogah ah.. lemes.. trus ke kamar, beres.. nyoba2 internet.. sampailah gw ngetik email ini,,,lagi laper...lom makan.. tp ga tau jalan..senang deh,,kotany hijau bgt..kayak pelem mr.bean..bener2 kayak mimpi bisa sekolah disini...hiihihi...bsok bnyk yg harus dikerjain,,,well guys, semoga kalian juga bisa tetep semangat ya,,,dah diberikan kemudahan dalam mencapainy,,amiin,,,jgn pernah nyerah,,,hehehhe

The 5 Megapixels Omnia’s Camera Conquest of Kanoman Market

2009-07-26T11:31:00.000+01:00

Kanoman Market, which is the biggest market in Cirebon, consists of traditional shapes of ancient Cirebon architecture. It is adjacent to Kanoman Palace so the historical value of this place is being important for Cirebon’s tourism. However, nowadays this market becomes so crowded, dirty, and unmanaged. Base on that reason, the West Java government has planned to revitalize this legacy and they have already provided 1, 3 billions rupiahs in order to realize it.
Why government spares much money on this project? Well, I guess they try to preserve the inheritance of Cirebon as a glorious harbor city in 16th century. This generous willing supports the development of Kanoman Market to become souvenirs shop window which can attract lots of tourists visiting Cirebon because of the uniqueness of the original products. The government also wishes that someday Kanoman will be the icon of West Java’s art festival and well-known abroad such as Bringharjo and Klewer Market.
Yesterday, I was there accompanied my mother to buy miscellaneous food. She invited me to have lunch at noodle stall which offered Jumbo size of meatball. She was really tempted by the food, although the fact was wrong. The taste was awful!!! And the worst was happened when several beggars and street musician asked us for some penny. Hey you, why don’t you try to find another job? Ask government to take care of you. They have responsibility to manage you as a useful citizen, so that they must have a program to handle you. Then, why you still escape from that reality? Wealthy citizens have paid taxes to create a better living in Indonesia, and you were included!! You have right to ask them, then, wake up! Wealth is not a magic, but it is present from God for someone who has worked so hard to struggle in this savage world.
Okay, let’s go back to the topic. Omnia and Kanoman. I was fascinating with the truly of traditional culture there and I wanted to capture it. Even though, I was afraid if someone there stole my stuffs, so I did not decide to bring my camera. Furthermore, I brought my Omnia and I believed that the quality of the camera would not be lost with Canon, even the EOS. LOL. Then, I increased the sharpness, saturation, and also contrast to produce a better image. Eventually, I realized that taking photographs in traditional market was pretty hard. There were so many people and they acted like children when I tried to shoot them. LOL. That was so funny. After several trials to capture the best angle, I surrendered, so I try to snap them. Here are the results (click to enlarge the image)

MooArch

2009-06-23T23:27:00.000+01:00

I always dream that someday I will have a company which has brand, “MoozArch”. Yeah, MoozArch, consists of Momochio and Architect, so, it becomes Momochio’s Architect. Hum.. Sound’s so good. I hardly wait to make it comes true. Then, what should I do now? In my head, the first step can be joining the master degree majoring in real estate and city planning as soon as possible. However, I have to reach the better score of my TOEFL if I want to go to Glasgow this year. Seemly it was not difficult, but it’s not as easy as you think guys. Oh my God, this test has started to kill me. I’ve already taken this test for THREE times, and I haven’t gotten the satisfied result yet…Sob..sob.. Having finished my master degree, I may have a work in UK for 2-3 years, so I can gain enough money (the wage is fucking high) to build my own company. Finishing there, I’ll go back to Indonesia to work at government office, in order to find a colleague for the sake of my own business. By the time of that moment, I think I will have been mature enough to get marry. Then, who is the lucky guy?? Hahhahah.. I wish I have a chance to meet you soon. xD. After getting married, I will start to build my MoozArch with social goal. Okay, I’ll explain you what is MoozArch. It is a company that majoring development of residents where are inhabited by low income society. Well, it will be pretty hard because of the budget will be so low, without good profit of course. Furthermore, I have to find an investor, creditor, and also clients; and the most difficult part is when I have to convince them to trust my plan. My plan is to rejuvenate the slump and abandoned area, in addition, the inhabitants of that area will live healthier and more prosperous. Oh, it’s so complicated. But don’t call me Risma, because I will never surrender for my dream although it seems too intricate to get. Why am I so insist myself to make my dream come true? It’s because I assume that MoozArch will assist me to help other people who needs assistance. Yeah, let’s love our families in this world who is suffering much problems; even though your support as small as the dust, but it’s really meant to their life. ^^

Cacamaricauheyhey..

2009-06-21T12:32:00.000+01:00

Owh Beeblog, eventually, I passed this day with a bright face. It is not because of my TOEFL was success, instead, I willing to let it lead by the fate of my colorful life. Yeah, after the worst happened several days ago, I feel today is so much better than before. I do not expect many things in my life, but I realize that God will give me the things that I really need. So romantic, isn’t He? Last night I was dreaming about a jockey, oh gosh, luckily he did the test for me. I knew on my head that I was still in my dream, by the end of the night, I woke up and felt enthusiasm. That was a God’s gift for me! Yeah… It was a sign that God would assist me in my test. Awful, it was a radically conclusion. I saw my watch, it was still 4.00 am. Forcing myself to woke up; I was so reluctant to rise from my pinky bed. My body was shivering, damn; the air cond was so cold and I don’t really like it! Okay, let started the ritual. Opening the Quran, then I began to read the Yasin. Once, twice, finally, three times. I didn’t even feel tired or bored. God was blessing me. Finishing the ritual, I went back to my dream and woke up again at 6.00 am.
Guess what! I was a lonely little girl, all my family went to take a morning vacation at Monas. Then my father only left his car (my car was injured by hitting the tree, so, it was in the garage..hahahha), s**t, it was too big for me, I didn’t want to use that stupid manual car. Fortunately, my chauffeur went back home, brought my sister’s car, so I could borrow it. Before I went to AMINEF (place where the test was held), I took a bath, had a breakfast, prayed to God, and finally drove the car, while I was singing loudly on that vehicle, killed my fear. Dum..dum..dum.. My heart paced faster than usual, God, this was the time, I will be killed by TOEFL. Oh no…. Suddenly I got a severe stomachache, I went to the toilet and ***. Hahhahaha…. I hardly believed it! How come it happened on my special day?
I was the first person who started the test, but I was the last person who ended the test. Hahahha.. I was so nervous, and stupid off course. But I could feel a blessing of God helped me did that test. I love You so much! At that inspiring place, I wonder that I met my old friend, she was an intern worker. We had a short chit chat, and then asked her to invite my facebook. While I was going back to the house, my mom called me, she asked me to accompany her for shopping. Yeeay, this was the real vacation! I picked my mom and then continued shopping, I bought a new clothes. Finishing all, I was going to Pizza Hut, ate a lot of food, it would made me bigger and bigger. Finally, I returned to my house, thanked to God for today. Oh God, I don’t know the result will be, however, I believe in your magical hand. Then I pray to you, give me the best God!

The 100: A Ranking of the Most Influential Persons in History

2009-05-26T13:01:00.000+01:00

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_100

Michael H. Hart (born April 28, 1932 in New York City) is an astrophysicist who has also written three books on history and controversial articles on a variety of subjects. Hart describes himself as a Jeffersonian liberal, while his critics call him a conservative and a racial separatist.
His first book was The 100: A Ranking of the Most Influential Persons in History, which has sold more than 500,000 copies and been translated into 15 languages. His third book, A View from the Year 3000, published in 1999, is a history of the future which includes both technological advances and political developments.
The book was reprinted in 1992 with several notable revisions made to the original list of 100 people and their associated rankings. Chief among these revisions was the demotion of figures associated with Communism, such as Vladimir Lenin and Mao Zedong, and the introduction of Mikhail Gorbachev. Hart took sides in the Shakespearean authorship issue and substituted Edward de Vere, 17th Earl of Oxford for William Shakespeare. Hart also substituted Niels Bohr and Henri Becquerel with Ernest Rutherford, thus correcting an error in the first edition. Henry Ford was also promoted from the "Honorary Mentions" list, replacing Pablo Picasso. Finally, some of the rankings were re-ordered, although no one listed in the top ten changed position.
What mainly surprised readers was the first person on Hart's list. Hart decided to choose Muhammad over Jesus or Moses. Hart attributes this to the fact that Muhammad was successful in both the religious and political realms. He also writes that Muhammad's role in the development of Islam is far more influential than Jesus's collaboration in the development of Christianity. He attributes the development of Christianity to St. Paul, who played a pivotal role in the dissemination of Christianity.
In addition, Hart wrote a 'sequel' in 1999, entitled A View from the Year 3000, in which he writes from the perspective of a person from that year ranking the most influential people in history. Roughly half of those entries are fictitious people from 2000–3000, but roughly half are actual people, most of whom are taken from the 1992 edition, though many have been reranked in order.

Hart's Top 10 (from the 1992 edition)
1. Muhammad (570–632)
The central human figure of Islam, regarded by Muslims as the messenger and last prophet of God. Also active as a diplomat, merchant, philosopher, orator, legislator, reformer, and military leader.
2. Isaac Newton (1643–1727)
English physicist, mathematician, astronomer, natural philosopher, alchemist, and theologian. His law of universal gravitation and three laws of motion laid the groundwork for classical mechanics.
3. Jesus Christ (7–2 BC – AD 26–36) The central figure of Christianity, revered by Christians as the Son of God and the incarnation of God. Also regarded as a major prophet in the religion of Islam.
4. Buddha (563 BC–483 BC)
Spiritual teacher and philosopher. Founder of Buddhism.
5. Confucius (551 BC–479 BC)
Chinese thinker and social philosopher, whose teachings and philosophy have deeply influenced Chinese, Korean, Japanese, and Vietnamese thought and life.
6. St. Paul (5–67)
One of the most notable of early Christian missionaries.
7. Ts'ai Lun (50–121)
Widely regarded as the inventor of paper and the papermaking process.
8. Johannes Gutenberg (1398–1468)
German printer who invented the mechanical printing press.
9. Christopher Columbus (1451–1506)
Italian navigator, colonizer and explorer whose voyages led to general European awareness of the American continents.
10. Albert Einstein (1879–1955)
German Theoretical physicist, best known for his theory of relativity and specifically mass–energy equivalence, expressed by the equation E = mc2.

Pencil Sketches, We All Need This…

2009-05-25T17:17:00.000+01:00

As we know, the existence of pencil sketch is very close with art life. The purpose of sketches is to record some valuable information for the study purpose in the long term. It's like a rough work of final product and it is a free hand drawing with many overlapping lines. Sketches are series of many disconnected lines that produce to develop an image. The tools used to create sketches are pencil, pen, watercolor, clays and many more. The most preferable painting tool is pencil by most artists from the day when graphite was found.
These are some points that an artist needs to consider, if he wants to draw sketches using pencil...
1. Pencils: - The hardness of pencils varies from 2H to 6B.H pencils are very hard pencils; the grades available in this kind of pencils are H, 2H and HB. B pencil are soft pencils, the grades available in this pencils are B, 2B, 3B, 4B, 5B and 6B. An artist can select the pencil grade by considering the different factors like atmosphere, paper quality, drawing subject, etc.
2. Sharpener: - Sharpener is very important tool while creating a sketch using pencils. It helps to sharp the pencil wedge for the better quality of images, make sure that you do not sharp the pencil point.
3. Eraser: - It is a useful tool to remove extra lines or soften lines. The best eraser for sketches is kneaded eraser. This eraser has a very soft and sticky surface that can easily remove graphite from the paper. The best feature of this eraser is it will not create smudging. Plastic erasers are also used to remove the lines but the worst part is they create smudging heavily.
4. Paper: - If you will use best quality paper then it will give you attractive image. Make sure that the paper should not be totally smooth. If you use slightly rough paper, then it will give nice appearance to your sketch.
Learn from today expert how to paint and draw step by step with the help of pictures on your core subject whether it is oil, watercolor, acrylic, fabric painting, pencil, cartoon drawing, or digital art.

http://ezinearticles.com/?Pencil-Sketches---A-Popular-Tool-Among-the-Artists&id=2219968

Little Reunion

2009-05-25T06:04:00.000+01:00

Dear B, yesterday was so amazing. I have a little reunion with my elementary old school friend. It’s really funny to have a gathering at Metropolitan Mall Bekasi. That place was so old-fashioned and not hype anymore. Hahahha.. Why did we have to take that venue? Yeah, the reason is most of my friend living at Bekasi.
We had a meet at 11 am. I planned to go at 10.15 am; nevertheless, I went there at 10.40 (I’m a lazy girl xp). Through the way I was very worried about the lateness because of the trip would take approximately one hour (Jakarta was very crowded). I drove the car very fast; so I could catch them on time.
Fortunately, I got there at 10.10 am. There were only few cars on through the trip. I called Ajeng to ask where were them. She said that she hasn’t got there. Hahaha… Poor me! Maybe I could have a walk at MM though there was no something interesting.
Finally, I gathered with all of them at 11.45 am. We had lunch at Platinum while celebrated my birthday. Lita cannot stop to take our picture with both of her BB and camera. It was little bit strange when you met your old friend for the time being you have not met them for 10 years. It’s like weird pleasure. Hahahha.. Finished having lunch, we went to XXI to watch night at museum 2. I thought the movie was pretty fun; not as interesting as the former.
Completed all the things, I went home at 17.50 passed by Pulogadung highway. The city highway was totally crowded at night instead of it could make me sleep at the vehicle. We were satisfied with this short reunion; so we planned to make the next gathering to go to Bandung. See you guys!!

I was so tired

2009-05-24T03:15:00.000+01:00

Oh my gosh, I was so tired today. I planned to study TOEFL IBT this morning, unlucky, my sister insisted me to accompany her went to her buddy's party. I went there at 9 a.m. and returned back home at 8 p.m. oh... I don’t know what to do now. I just want to sleep tight. Forgive me for sleeping early tonight. Tomorrow I will take care you my B. Bonne nuit!

Canon.. Oh Canon.. My Baby Love....

2009-05-22T17:21:00.000+01:00

Guys, I love Canon!! Yeah, he’s my baby love. I’ve just opened canon’s website and read about an award that it got. Okay, I will share to you about this information.
A total of five Canon products have been recognized with "Best Product 2009" awards by the prestigious Technical Image Press Association (TIPA), representing 29 photography and imaging magazines across 13 European countries. The award-winning products are: the EOS 5D Mark II digital SLR camera, the PowerShot G10 compact digital camera, the TS-E17mm f/4L tilt-shift SLR camera lens, the PIXMA Pro9500 Mark II inkjet printer, and the LEGRIA HF S10 HD video camcorder.
The Canon EOS 5D Mark II digital SLR camera earned "Best Digital SLR Expert in 2009" honors. TIPA's panel judges described the 21.1-megapixel EOS 5D Mark II, the first EOS-series SLR with full High Definition (HD) video capability that offers an expanded sensitivity setting from 50 up to 25,600 ISO, saying: "Fast, reliable and discreet, this 'expert' D-SLR challenges ... the best pro models." The EOS 5D Mark II incorporates a new and improved CMOS sensor and DIGIC 4 image processor for high-quality imaging performance.
Canon's 14.7-megapixel PowerShot G10, the flagship model in the company's PowerShot compact digital camera line-up and the first G-series camera to offer wide-angle imaging via a 5x zoom lens with an optical Image Stabilizer, was declared "Best Expert Compact in 2009" by TIPA judges, who praised its structure and stability. Other features that stood out to the panel include the model's multi-faceted manual shooting mode and ability to support RAW data.
The TS-E17mm f/4L, which earned the "Best Professional Lens in 2009" award, features the widest view angle of any tilt-shift lens for 35mm SLR cameras on the market, as well as Subwavelength Structure Coating to minimize ghosting and flare. Judges deemed the Canon TS-E 17mm f/4L "the professional choice for architectural or landscape photography."
The TIPA panel named the PIXMA Pro9500 Mark II (PIXUS Pro9500 Mark II in Japan) "Best Expert Photo Printer in 2009" for its 10-color pigment single ink system, which "allows photographers to print on gloss and matte media with exceptional color accuracy and gamut" without swapping ink tanks. The judges also praised the Pro9500 Mark II's 16-bit per channel print capability for its "exceptionally smooth tonal gradations in both color and monochrome photo prints."
The judges crowned the LEGRIA HF S10 (iVIS HF S10 in Japan and VIXIA HF S10 in the United States) the "Best Expert HD Camcorder in 2009," noting that the model "fuses professional-level imaging with the advantages of Dual Flash Memory" and combines an 8.0-megapixel full HD CMOS sensor, Canon HD Video Lens with 10x optical zoom, and DIGIC DV III processor to record video with "exceptional quality."
Winners of TIPA's European Photo & Imaging Awards are selected annually from among the photo and imaging products announced in Europe during the previous 12 months. Canon products have been recognized for excellence with multiple awards spanning both input and output devices. An awards ceremony for the 2009 winners will be held on June 10 at the Grand Hotel Schloss Bensberg in Cologne, Germany.
Ohh… Canon… Love you more and more…. :D

Marché

2009-05-21T13:32:00.000+01:00

Marché means market in France. But all I want to share to you is about Marché Restaurant. It is a homemade western Restaurant with the ambience of traditional Swiss Village. Having dinner there is like looking at Heidi’s hometown. It offers many foods that can make our tongue flies far away into the sky. Xp
This afternoon, my siblings and I went there to experience the new restaurant located at Plaza Senayan, Indonesia. At the first time I stepped there, I was directly smiling. I really missed Marché at Vivo City. The good thing is Marché at Senayan is bigger than at Vivo. Yeah, I like Marché at Vivo very much.
All the interior materials are very cozy with the domination of wood. Moreover, it provides original 500 years old Swiss mountain houses and cable car imported from Swiss. That element successfully made the environment looked like somewhere else but was not Indonesia.

The beauty of the place is just an optional specialty of this restaurant. The most important things for this restaurant are the taste and quality of the food. Fortunately, I think Marché has both of them. Hmm.. It has a lot of menu that you can choose depend on your appetite. In my opinion, the most delicious food in this restaurant is Pizza. The mozzarella cheese is very juicy with the thin soft bread. Unless the pizza was finished, I think I cannot stop to eat that. The patisserie also has a good rating of taste. The strawberry cake was so amazing. It is so creamy!!! Maybe you can also try the special menu of Marché, named Rosti. Rosti is the small cutting of potato cooked with a little bit of oil and butter.
The weakness of this restaurant is its price. It is expensive. I paid 600k IDR for 6 persons. Sob..sob.. Well guys, everything has its own price. Then, when you want to get a new experience, you must be ready to pay more than before. Bon Appétit ^^

Seafood

2009-05-20T07:12:00.000+01:00

“Nobody hates seafood”. I think that’s right because everybody loves seafood except people who have an allergic. Every day I always wish that I can eat crab and squid all the time I have lunch. Poorly, the price of seafood is fucking high. Unless I have enough money to go there, it is very rare for me to go to seafood restaurant by myself. My family really loves that kind of food especially my dad.
We have our own favorite seafood restaurants in Jakarta. The restaurants are 212 and Bandar Jakarta. Maybe all of you will confuse when read “212”. Yeah.. Sound likes Wiro Sableng, one of Indonesian legend in Silat. Wiro is the name of the hero and Sableng means crazy. I think it suits with the restaurant because the taste of the food makes me going crazy. It is so delicious! The most favorite menu is crab with padang sauce. Oh my God, It’s damn hot and spicy.
The second restaurant is Bandar Jakarta and located at Ancol. All Indonesians must well know about Ancol because it is the biggest leisure place in Indonesia located at Jakarta bay. I do not advise you to go there by its taste, but I think the price is cheap. Moreover, the specialty of this place is the quality of the seafood. It has a lot of fresh seafood with many choices. You can choose bamboo shellfish as the special menu there.
Last, I really love a hawker located in Newton. Most of the hawker stalls provide seafood with halal certificate. I suggest you to order tiger prawn there because the taste so juicy and nice. I cannot describe the taste because it’s really a delicious food. Happy trying my friend!

The Next Step of My Life

2009-05-18T04:03:00.000+01:00

God, thanks for the chance that you gave to me. You lift me into the sky, blessing my colorful life. That was so amazing. Sound likes a quote “From zero to hero”, but maybe just my fantasy. Remembering that yesterday I was so pity to face my life, you cannot count how much I feel so happy now.
I knew from July last year, I had a terrible life. Every single day that I’ve been through was so messy. Everything out of control and all my plans failed. I asked God, “What happen to my life? Is this your punishment for all my sins? The world became so awful to me. Nobody can help me but I trust you can help me. You are the reason that I breathe. Reason that I live; reason that I believe that I have a great expectation in this life. I know this life is just a fake and I know when you are smiling even though I am crying. I never know why you blow me a soul to live in this earth, but my entire brain think that you want me to pray and thank to you. And now, how can I thank to you if you give me so much torture in my life? Where is the justice? I know you have a better plan better than mine, and then please give me strength to face all this life. Because however I try to hide from my destiny, you’ll always catch me and give me love that healing my pain. I know you are there God.”
For my entire life, I believed that God around me and smile to give me a spirit. Through all this temptation of life, I just laugh because I know this is just a joke. “A joke of life”. God, thank you to give me a hope in my love life. Thank you to fix my family into a wonderful unity as just now. Thank you to send me many loveable friends in my life. Thank you to award me with all this stuffs that mesmerizing my eyes. Thank you to give me a chance to learn about the entire life, not only science knowledge but also a quality of being humane. Thank you to reward me the greatest birthday present in my life. God, I promise you, I will keep your trust on me.
From this day on, I will post one or maybe more posting to get my offer in Glasgow. Prince charming, I know you are there, struggling to continue this life. I will wait for you to come and replace my place in master. I know you realize who I am and what I feel. Come back soon my dear. I LOVE YOU GOD…

What is the Difference between a Curriculum Vitae and a Resume?

2009-04-21T10:12:00.000+01:00

For all of you guys, check this out... (I copied it from http://scholarship-positions.com/writing-your-curriculum-vitae-for-scholarships/2009/03/05/)
Then you must join http://scholarship-positions.com/ I bet you'll like it... ^^

For higher education positions, employers frequently want a curriculum vitae (otherwise known as a vita or CV) instead of a resume.
A resume is an individually designed summary (usually one or two pages) of personal, educational, and experience qualifications intended to demonstrate fitness for a particular position or type of position. A resume focuses attention on an individual’s strongest qualifications and develops them to fit the specific or general purpose for which the material is provided. (For more in-depth information see the UCS handout “Writing Resumes.”)
A Curriculum Vitae is a document generally used instead of a resume for an academic audience. Therefore, it is a summary of education and experience qualifications as related to the interests of academia. Ph.D. candidates generally have a two to four page document, due to their limited experience. It develops over time into a comprehensive and lengthy statement detailing professional qualifications and activities. You can easily create a one- or two-page, tightly drawn version and a complete version to use for different purposes.
There are other audiences that will seek a CV (adapted for that audience and purpose) instead of a resume. For instance, a Ph.D. in Organic Chemistry seeking a position as a research scientist in a pharmaceutical company would typically use a vita. A Ph.D. in Economics seeking a position at the Commerce Department would also use a vita. If you are uncertain whether to use a CV, ask yourself “Am I sending this document to other Ph.D.s? Is my Ph.D. required for this position? Is my scholarship relevant for this position?” If the answers to those questions are yes, you are probably going to use a CV, which provides more detail about your academic background than a resume.
Writing your Curriculum Vitae
A Curriculum Vitae (CV) is a summary of your educational and academic background. Its purpose is to outline your credentials for an academic position, fellowship, or grant. Its length can range from 2-4 pages. Please keep in mind each field has a different standard. Ask the faculty in your department for feedback on your CV.
In applying for an academic position, an applicant is asked to submit a CV along with a Dissertation Abstract, a Statement of Research Interests, and a Statement of Teaching Interests. It is important to present a clear and well-organized application. Your goal is to make the search committee want to interview you.
What to include on your CV:
Primary materials
o Applicant Informationo Educationo Dissertation Title and Advisoro Awards/Honors/Patentso Grants/Fellowshipso Research Experienceo Teaching Experienceo Publications and Presentationso Related Professional Experienceo Languageso Other- Memberships, Associations, Conferenceso References
Supplementary Materialso Cover Lettero Dissertation Abstracto Statement of Research and Scholarly Interestso Statement of Teaching Interestso Course lists
Primary materials
Applicant Information
Your name should appear on the top of each page. On the first page include your name, address, phone number, fax number, and email address. Page numbers should appear on all pages except for the first. When including your email address consider this communication with an employer to be professional. It is advised to avoid “nick names” or “cute” automatic responses. This also applies for phone messages.
Education
In reverse chronological order list all of your degrees from college on, with the name of the institution and date they were awarded. List the date you expect to receive the degree for the program you are currently in. It is standard to list the name of your advisor and your thesis title.From this point on you have more latitude in shaping the organization of your CV. You should be guided by your strengths, requirements for the job, and conventions of your discipline.
Honors and Awards (Grants, Fellowships and Patents, etc.)
Place Honors/Awards near the top of the CV (unless you have few, then put later or omit). This is a good place to list research-related and dissertation-supported grants, fellowships, awards and patents. Scientists may create a separate section for “Research Grants”, which would probably come later in the CV.
Research Experience
Scientists will briefly describe their postdoctoral, doctoral, and possibly undergraduate research. You should include both substance and techniques employed if relevant. List names of the institution, professor, project, and dates. Along with descriptions note any contribution you made (Some scientists append a “Statement of Research Interests”)
Teaching Experience
Where you place this section depends on the target institution (i.e. small teaching college) as well as your strengths as a candidate. The basic information should include: Where, What, When you have taught and your titles i.e. teaching fellow or lecturer.
Publications and Presentations
Where you place this section depends on the strength of your publication record. If substantial, it may come first. If too lengthy or short it can come at the end of the CV or have an additional page. Some candidates will subdivide this category into:
· Publications (if have you enough, you can separate this into Books, Abstracts, Reviews, other publications, etc…). Use standard bibliographic form for publications.
· Papers and Presentations, Include dates/locations with titles of your presentations.
· Avoid listing published abstracts in with papers. List Abstracts as a separate section. Otherwise, it gives the impression of “padding.”
Related Professional Experience
Use this category for any experience that is related to teaching, research, and administration, i.e. conference organizing, tutoring, and committee work.
Languages
Accurately assess your knowledge level of a language: native, fluent, proficient or working knowledge.
Optional Sections
o Memberships of Professional Organizationso Scholarly Associationso Travel or Study Abroad
References
Most academics tend to operate within small informal networks, the names of references will convey significant information to most readers. Most applicants will list their references at the end of their CV. Include:
Full nameTitleInstitutional addressTelephone address/email/faxThree references are expected, but you may add more if their evaluations would add significant information** make sure your references know they are listed and have a copy of your CV**
Supplementary Materials
In addition to the CV, most academic job applications will contain the following:
Cover Letter
A cover letter should be concise and to the point. Certainly no longer than one page. Simply state why you are applying, why you are interested in the position/school, and your relevant background. Let them know you are appending a CV, a statement of research and teaching interests, etc. DO NOT discuss these in the cover letter. Direct them to where they can find the information. Do not bury the information in a three page letter and make them look for it, as they won’t. Use your department’s letter head and your professional address. Do not use plain paper and your home address– that’s a big red flag (at least in Biology).
Dissertation Abstract
A dissertation abstract is a clear and concise summary of your work, placing it within its scholarly context and noting its contribution to the field. The summary should be comprehensible to people outside your field, but scholarly enough to interest those familiar with your area of expertise (HAVE FACULTY IN AND OUT OF YOUR AREA READ THIS). The summary is typically 1-2 pages appended at the end of your CV and clipped or stapled together with previous pages.
Statement of Research and Scholarly Interests
Scientists are customarily asked to submit a “Statement of Research”. This is meant to be a 2-4 page statement of past, current, and future research interests. You should describe your past and present research methodology, lab skills, and results. For the future section, tell the reader what you hope to do for the next 3- 5 years and how you might involve students (undergraduates, graduates, and post-docs) in the work. Normally, this work will follow on the momentum of your own postdoctoral studies, but if it does not (this would be rare) be sure to explain why.
Teaching Interests
A “Statement of Teaching Interests” is typically required as part of the application process for an Assistant Professor position. Tell the reader what you feel competent to teach. If you are applying for a job where teaching biochemistry is one of the requirements as stated in the job ad, then you better be sure you tell them you want to teach biochemistry. This may sound trite, but you would be amazed at the number of people who fail to follow this seemingly self-evident step.
Course Lists/Transcript
Occasionally applicants are asked to submit a list of their graduate courses or a transcript.
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[This article was submitted by Ms. Ankita Singh, MS Student, University of Pittsburgh USA -ref:2006]

H2C

2009-04-04T14:22:00.000+01:00

Tegang.. tegang.. tegang... haduh.. gilak yah tegang itu. Bisa membuat urat saraf emosi putus. Gara2 nunggu surat keputusan s2, gw jd uring2an gini. Kerjaannya marah2 mulu nih dr kemaren.. ditambah pms pulak.. lengkap sudah bikin gw pusing..
Tau ga sih, gara2 pusing yg berkepanjangan itu, gw akhirnya bisa naek motor... horeee... Gw yg dr dulu paling takut + anti naek motor ini tiba2 minta diajarin naek motor ma bokap.. Dan hebatny, td pagi langsung bisa..hahahah.. Kekuatan tegang membuat gw jd nekat ngapain aj... Sampe akhirnya td sore gw kena semprot supir mobil sayuran.. Gara2 gw balik badan n motong dia pas dia lg ngebut2nya...hahahhaha parah abis. Hampir aja gw mampus di depan rumah nenek gw. 'n saking dah ga bisa mikir gw cuma ketawa2 aj pas dia marah2 ma gw..
Tegang ini juga membuat gw ngambek sama bonyok gw.. ngambek ga jelas. Sampe gw ga mau ikut pas mereka mau pergi.. Sendirian deh gw skg di rumah.. rumah di tengah sawah, ga ada tetangga.. gelap..haiyah.. biasanya gw takut bgt di sini sendirian.. takut tiba2 ada wowo muncul..hyahhahahahah.. Tapi kok yah gw ga takut sama sekali yah.. emang mantap lah kekuatang tegang itu.. Selamat bertegang2 ria MO!!!

Lagi-Lagi Gatal Lagi...

2009-03-07T03:01:00.000Z

Tak dinyana tak disangka tak diduga dan tak pernah gw harapkan, ternyata hidup gw dekat banget dengan yang namanya gatal2!!! You know what, kemaren gw alergi lama bgt hampir 3 minggu. Sekarang gw lagi gatel2 lagi dah 3 hari. Tapi gatelnya punya penyebab yang beda sih. Sekarang gw lagi gatel gara2 biang keringet. Dan biang keringet itu muncul gara2 kebodohan gw.
Jadi ceritanya, kan balik dari Singapur berat gw naek 8 kilo (gara2 gw ga pernah mau nimbang berat badan selama disana xp), trus bokap gw marah2 deh. Katanya anaknya gendut, jelek, dll. Biasalah dia bawel banget..hahhahahahhaha... duh rasanya kalo gw dah berantem pengen gw pites deh bokap gw. Sayang dia gede banget kayak kingkong, jadi pasti gw yg malah kena lindes. Hahahhaha...
Akhirnya gw ikut pitnes plus diet tiap hari. Sampe lemes badan gw. Saking kejar tayang pengen nurunin berat badan gw. Sial! Liburan gw yang harusnya penuh dengan makanan enak malah harus jd diet gini. Sampe lemes2 akibat capek fitnes tapi mesti ngirit makan. Diet WRP gitu loh. Cuma bisa makan nasi sehari sekali doang. Hiks........ sampe sempet minggu kemaren gw tepar juga gara2 kecapean. Panas naek turun ga beres2 sampe 5 hari. Bonyok gw bawel lagi ngirain gw kena DB ato tipes. Trus gw dipaksa ke dokter periksa darah. Ternyata terbukti negatif tuh. Yang ada gw malah dikasih obat pusing, pegel, mual (karena gw juga muntah2), dan yang terakhir vitamin. Hhahahahha... jadi kayaknya gw cuma masuk angin gara2 kurang makan aja deh.
Balik ke gatel-gatel gw, pas kamis kemaren seperti biasa gw fitnes dgn semangatnya. Trus sauna deh ampe keringetannya puollll...... abis lemes capek letih lesu, pulanglah gw ke rumah. Saking teparnya, akhirnya gw ketiduran. Lumayan lama tuh gw ketiduran. Bangun2 jam 2 siang (berarti gw ketiduran 4 jam) dan gw ngerasa telapak tangan ma kaki gw kaku bgt. Ih... kenapa nih... ko aneh sih badan gw rasanya. Pas gw liat, telapak kaki ma tangan gw merah banget.. Hiii... kenapa nih. Udah kaku, merah2 lagi. Trus ko lama2 gatel yah. Tapi ko perih yah.. Yah... kena penyakit aneh apa lagi nih gw.. sialan.. napa sih hobi banget kenal penyakit kulit..hahhaha... Akhirnya makin malem gw sadar kalo badan gw kena biang keringe semua...huuhuhuuh..sial...gara2 ketiduran belum mandi.. Kapok deh gw jarang mandi. Biasanya kan gw paling sering mandi sehari sekali. Kalo ga dua hari sekali. Hahhahhah... takut ah gw mandi sering-sering, nanti cakep gw luntur lg xp. Tapi sejak kejadian kemaren gw jadi kapok dan berjanji pada diri gw sendiri, “gw bakal rajin mandi”. Hahahhahaha.. anggep aja ini salah satu resolusi taun baru gw meskipun dah basi!!!

Ha... Alergi Kumat.. Sindrom Lulus Menggila..

2009-01-23T08:27:00.000Z

Aduh... gatel2 gw alias alergi gw kumat lagi... nih alergi biasanya muncul kalo gw lagi kecapean atau stress..nih penyakit namanya psikosomatis. Awalnya gw pikir emang gw punya alergi sama makanan tertentu.. Tapi nyatanya dalam kondisi normal, gw makan seafood sampe mampus juga kagak pernah ada tuh muncul tanda2 alergi.. Dulu pas gw smp emang udah menunjukkan gejala2 alergi terhadap capek ataupun stress... Tapi, pas sma ni penyakit jadi menggila.. mungkin faktor sistem pendikan di sma gw yang keras bikin gw stress kali yah.. Apalagi di awal kelas satu. Waktu gw masih ngejalanin PDK (pendidikan dasar kepemimpinan). Karantina selama 3 bulan itu bener2 bikiin gw depresi. Sampe akhirnya tuh gatel2 menggila. Bentol2 merah segede2 telor puyuh muncul dimana2.. gantelnya ga kira2. Gw sampe bolak-balik ke poliklinik sekolah buat ngobatin tuh penyakit... Sampe pantat gw disuntik dua kali.. hahhahah... tetep aja ga mempan...

Waktu itu gw belum nyadar kalo gatel2 gw itu erat kaitannya sama stressnya gw. Sampe akhirnya PDK selese, nyokap gw langsung bawa gw ke dokter kulit di semarang. Dia syok berat ngeliat gw yang setelah 3 bulan ga ketemu, jadi item, kurusan, kayak gembel, dekil, ditambah bentol2 dimana2...hahhahahah... kayaknya bonyok gw nyesel deh masukin gw ke tuh sekolah.. anaknya jd blekedet begini...

Susah bgt waktu itu nyari dokter di Semarang... Maklum..itu hari Sabtu. Jadi banyak dokter pada tutup. akhirnya, gw nemuin juga satu dokter yang buka. Itu juga dia udah di mobil dan siap keluar rumah. Langsung aj mobil gw ngehadang mobil tuh dokter. Soalnya bonyok gw dah panik bgt ngeliat bentol2 gw yang menggila. Setelah di periksa, dokternya bilang gw mang punya alergi.. tapi dia juga kagak tau gw alergi apa..hahhahahah.. dodol juga tuh dokter.. akhirnya gw dikasih obat dan berapa hari kemudian gw sembuh. Gw pikir, canggih juga nih dokter... poli sekolah gw yang udah lama berusaha nyembuhin aja ga berhasil. nah dia, dalam waktu singkat gw langsung sembuh..

waktu itu gw belum nyadar juga kalo itu gara2 stress... Akhirnya, setelah penyakit itu sering muncul, tapi susah bgt diobatinnya, gw mulai mencari akar permasalahannya.. gw urut2 lagi kejadian yang memicu bentol2 gw... Finally, gw narik kesimpulan tuh bentol emang muncul kalo gw lagi stress ato kecapean parah..

Dari situ gw mulai ngontrol keadaan emosi gw.. kalo dah mulai stress, biasanya gw buru2 nambahin waktu tidur gw. berusaha buat rileks.. tapi, ada saat2 tertentu yang gw udah ga bisa ngehandle lagi perasaan stress ataupun panik gw.. misal, waktu mendekati waktu2 ujian, deadline tugas, ato masalah penting lainnya.. karena akhirnya gw nyadar tu penyakit bakal sering muncul, gw inisiatif selalu bawa obat2an gatel ringan... yang bisa nahan gatel gw.. biar ga gw garuk2.. nanti gw tambah jelek aja lagi.. hahhahah.. ohya, semenjak kuliah, penyakit gw nambah.. ga cuma gatel doang.. tapi bisul2 juga... hahhahah... tuhh bisul bisa muncul dimana2.. canggih bo...

Setelah sekian lama berteman ma penyakit ini, gw mulai bosen juga.. akhirnya semalem gw curhat ma si nde... dan gw baru ngerti kalo emang ada penyakit kayak gitu.. Kalo kata dia si biasanya itu penyakit turunan... emang ada orang2 tertentu yang sial punya penyakit gituan..hahhahahah... macem2 juga katanya tuh penyakit.. ada yang efeknya jd jerawat, gatel, sakit perut, mual, dll.. gw kebagiannya yang bentol2.. padahal yah, gw jarang mandi.. sehari cuma sekali.. tapi gw kagak pernah tuh kena gangguan aneh2 gitu.. Ya intinya dia muncul kalo gw lg kena stress tingkat tinggi... dan sekarang, tuh penyakit lagi menghinggapi tubuh gw.. udah 6 hari nih.. dr hari minggu..huhuuhuhu... cepet sembuh dong.. cepet selese juga stressnya.....

*link tentang penyakit kampret ini

http://www.hypnosis45.com/mengobati_psikosomatis.htm

Nyampah Tengah Malem..

2009-01-21T16:27:00.000Z

Akh..gw ga bisa tidur…sial..udah ngantuk padahal…lagi sakit lagi… tadi siang si bos ngehina2 untuk kesekian kalinya lg.. sial..duh.. tidur dong… tetep ga mau merem nih mata..lagi mellow2nya nih hari ini..hahhahahah.. cintaku… kau dimana??? Gyahahaahhahah..

Aneh2 aja sih lo mo..pacar aja ga punya…hiks… aduhhh.. nyampah abis nih..pusing sendiri mo ngomong apa… imo yang gengsinya selangit.. imo yang suka pura2.. imo yang seenaknya… ayo jgn bohongin perasaan lo…ga mau menyesal untuk kesekian kalinya kan??? Tapi yang mana?? Akhh…bingung…bingung… Tuhannn…. Tolong..

Tenang mo…ini cobaan.. mungking lo lg pms aja kali..hahhaha.. tarik napas..hhhhh… lega.. ahh… orang2 yang gw sayangin sudah bahagia semuanya… orang2 yang pernah bahagia bersama gw pun sudah bahagia dengan yg lainnya.. mau…. Ngiri..hiks..hiks…aduh… uring2an gini… lo mo ngapain si??? Urusin tuh s2 lo….hahhahahah…. ngeblog cuma mau nyampah doang…. Curhat2… udah deh mo.. aneh bgt si lo hari ini… nangis2 ga jelas.. ya nangis sedih, nangis seneng, nangis terharu.. bener2 deh lg pms kayaknya… ayo kamu.. tetep semangattt!!!!!

Statement of Purpose bikin kesel...

2009-01-07T15:51:00.000Z

Huhuhuhuhu... Pusing... ternyata s2 itu ga semudah yang gw bayangkan. Even kalo lo mau bayar sendiri dan bukan beasiswa, tetep aja persyaratannya susah bener... Bukan susah dan ga bisa dipelajari si.. Intinya mah super duper ribet cuy.... Kalo ga niat banget si kayaknya bener-bener bikin males tujuh keliling...

Gw pikir pas dapet surat rekomendasi dari dua dosen gw semuanya dah beres... Ternyata eh ternyata...masih ada daftar panjang laennya yang harus gw kerjakan... mulai dari bikin CV (gw lom pernah punya CV..hahahhah), bikin portfolio (portfpolio gw sebelumnya sampah banget... heran babe bisa nerima gw.....ahahhahahaha), tes toefl ( toefl gw jelek bgt... skg inggris gw makin kacau lg gara2 singlish..ahahhahahah..bener2 bodoh..), dan yang sekarang bikin gw pusing amit2 adalah bikin SOP alias statement of purpose alias motivation letter.... yahhh.. apapun namanya itu yang pentiing amit2 najong dahhhh...

Gak tau mesti nulis apa.... kata temen gw sih gw mesti bluffing..tapi apa yang bisa gw bluffing-in??? kelebihan lemak gw??? apa kelebihan berat badan gw?? ahhahahahha.... apa dongg??? bingung.... bakat jd arsitek kagak ada (kayaknya kalo nilai gw lumayan gara2 dosennya kasian liat gw deh.. hahahahhaha), bikin sketsa aja butut, kata dosen, gw ga punya nilaai estetik.... hahahhah... trus napa lo masih maksa pengen s2???

Jawabannya simpel.. unik.. lucu..konyoll.. tapi itu impian gw dr kecil... gmn dong... jawabannya adalah... gw pengen undangan nikah gw ada titel s2nya... ahhahahaha.... ga penting... tapi makin gede motivasi itu makin berubah ko... gw pengen s2 karena tujuan hidup gw membutuhkan gw untuk ikut s2 dulu...

Yaudah.. nih gw kasih tips2 buat lo-lo pade yang lagi pusing bikin SOp kambing... nih die resenye....

How to Write a Personal Statement for Graduate School

Personal Statement, also known as Statement of Purpose, Letter of Intent, or even Autobiographical Statement, is among the most important element in your application. Nonetheless, they're all asking for the same five pieces of information.

What you'd like to study or on which field you want to concentrate.
Why you choose to such field.
What background you have in the field.
Why you choose a particular school.
What you plan to do after you graduate.

These five points provide a comprehensive introduction of yourself to the admission committee. With such information, the admission committee will be able to determine whether you are seriously interested in and accumulate sufficient experience in the field you chosen. The committee also considers your fit to the school.

How to make your Statement of Purpose stand out?

Covering the above five points is far less than sufficient. To be accepted, you should create your personal statement in a unique style. Many applicants simply list the facts of their academic life, goals and reasons to choose the school in order to respond to the right questions.

To distinguish your statement of purpose, it is a good idea to start with an idea or story related to your field that turns you on intellectually. It's an effective essay-opener, and it lets you write about something besides yourself for a bit. There are other benefits as well. The idea you choose to talk about, and your comments on it, often tell an admissions committee more about you than your own self-descriptions can.

Do's

Demonstrate your considerable dedication to earn a master's and even a doctorate degree.
Clearly state your reasons to choose a particular school.
Have someone else proofread your essay.

Don'ts

Bring up topics or something of no interest to a prospective admissions committee.
Excessive words on your extracurricular activities.
Reuse the same statement of purpose for each school you apply to.

Well guys... selamat berjuang bersama gw....

sob...sob... ayo mo semangat.. mulai lagi bikin sop buntutnya..ahhahahhahah...

Sumber:

http://www.eduers.com/personalstatement/howtoforgraduate.htm

Surat dari Bokap Sony...

2008-12-30T16:40:00.000Z

ass..risma ini om.. om mau tanya sama kamu:
1. apakah Allah itu maha adil?(jawabanmu pasti "ya")
perhatikan perbandingan di bawah ini
ada seorang wanita dilahirkan ke dunia, di keluarga kaya, lahiriah cantik sempurna, IQ yg cerdas. Disisi yg lain, lahir di keluarga yg miskin, dg lahiriah yg tdk cantik, IQ yg rendah.
yg om tanya ialah dimana keadilanNya. coba kamu buktikan bahwa Allah itu maha Adil bijaksana

Surat itu, surat yang dikasih Papa Sony buat gw. Papa Sony itu bokapnya Nde, sobat gw. gw dah kenal beliau dari jamannya gw sd dulu. dia sayang ma gw kayak gw anaknya ponakannya sendiri. Hmm, barusan gw kaget banget, tiba2 Nde ngasih tau kalo bokapya nitip surat ke gw. dan ternyata isinya adalah pertanyaan itu. Entah kenapa tiba-tiba beliau nitip gituan ke Nde.. Tampaknya beliau selalu memperhatikan keadaan gw meskipun gw entah jauh dimana...

bener2 surat yang bikin gw mikir... setelah gw ngejawab, bokapnya memberondong gw dengan pertanyaan2 lainnya.... keuntungan orang buta, tuli,.....macem2... hhhhh.... bener2 bikin gw ngerenung.. apalagi waktu gw ditanya gw hidup di dunia boneka ato real..... mari merenung bersama teman2....

Makasih Papa Sony, buat segala perhatian dan dukungannya selama ini........

PS. terkadang menjadi cantik, kaya, sempurna, dan cerdas, bukanlah segalanya..malah terkadang membuat hidup lo susah dan seperti di dunia boneka.....

Hidup Bahagia

2008-12-30T16:22:00.000Z

Wah... Hari ini indah banget rasanya...
setelah semalem ngesearch2 kuliah buat s2 lagi, akhirnya udah mantep 3 universitas pilihan hati... hihiihhiih.. senengnya lagi, td siang dua dosen kesayangan gw dah mau ngasih rekomendasi buat gw... hahahhahah.. sekarang tinggal ngurus2 translate ijasah dll. dan ga lupa belajar toefl lg.. secara inggris gw jd berantakan singlish gini.. hiihihihih...

Tadi sore revisian Nikko dah dateng.. cuh.. cuh.. akhirnya waktu libur gw abis juga.. stelah beberapa minggu libur dan bantuin Prita buat Enggor dulu... Hmmm, revisiannya dikit sih.. cuma gw rada2 kagaak ngarti mesti diapain.. maklum anak bawang.. hiihihihi... akhirnya tadi sore gw bisa pulang cepet juga. setelah seebelumnya becandaan sama andit sama tane sebelum nungguin prita pulang. sekalian ngasih andit ceramahannya baba ali.. bagus banget tuh buat yang pengen cepet nikah....
nih gw kasih linknya...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrnjYYuDfXs

malemnya kita jalan2 ke enggor.. liat proyek.. ternyata jadinya bagus... meskipun masih berantakan blekedet kayak gitu. tetep aja gw seneng liatnya.. ahhahaha... duhh.. jd pengen buru2 jadi arsitek beneran... lucu juga td.. si kontraktor marah2 gara2 babe seenaknya minta ganti2 desain.. intinya sih miskom antara kontraktor, arsitek dan ID... tapi gw jadi ngerti arsitek2 yang menangin egonya sendiri.. gak bakal laku lo!!! nyusahin orang aja sih... ahhahahah....

Besok taun baruan dimana yah??? Siloso apa Marina??? inget mo kere.. katanya mo nanbung.. katanya mau mandiri...hahahah

Terkadang mau jadi orang jahat!!!

2008-12-07T03:06:00.000Z

Dunia ini penuh dengan makhluk2 yang sangat jahat, egois, menyebalkan...
Gw heran, ko lo bisa2nya yah jahat bgt kayak gitu. Bilangnya mau bantuin, ternyata malah nambahin masalah. Ga nanggung2 lagi masalahnya. Bikin gw jd orang paling hina di dunia. Lo ga nyadar apa kalo lo itu ga lebih baik dari gw. Segala nasehat yang lo kasih ke gw ga sesuai sama apa yang ada di dalam diri lo. Terlalu baik dia untuk lo. Dan lo mesti tau, gw udah mulai capek jd orang sabar dan orang baik. Kadang jahat itu perlu. Dan lo mesti inget, gw bisa ngancurin lo kapan aja. Gila yah gw, jahat banget jadi orang. Hahahhahah.. Lebay ah si IMO. Tapi boleh si. Orang2 egois kayak lo yang berasanya dah paling bener sedunia emang harus digituin sekali2. Dikirain dah kapok. Dah berubah.. Ternyata, masih sama aja.. Hihihihihi.. Lucu banget si lo.. Fiuhhh.. lega... meluapkan isi hati.. Gw ga benci si, ga bt, kesel pun nggak.. Cuma gw jadi ngerasa makin hina ajah. Dan lo orang yang bikin gw ngerasa kayak gitu... Parah deh lo!!! Ahahahhahah....

ps. sampah banget si postingan gw..... semangat Imo!!!

Ketika semuanya kembali di titik nol...

2008-12-04T14:23:00.000Z

Wow....
Tuhan benar-benar adil. Dia mengembalikan semuanya, pada titik nol...
ketika semua yang gw anggap penting dari hidup gw, tiba-tiiba diambil begitu aja.
Emang bener. Jadi orang dii dunia ini gak boleh sombong. Gw bener-bener ngerasainnya sekarang.. Semuanya nol.

I'm nothing..
I don't have anything..
and I can do nothing...

kata-kata ini, yang selalu kakak gw ajarin ke gw biar gw ga jadi orang yang sombong. meskipun kenyataannya susah bgt buat nerapin itu semua...

Dunia serasa terbalik sekarang. Berantakan semuanya. Gw cuma pengen pulang sekarang. Ngedapetin lagi, apa yang selama ini udah gw lepasin. Karena gw yakin, meskipun sekarang gw nol, tapi gw bisa dapetin segalanya lagi kalo gw pulang...

Mom, Dad.... really really miss u.. forgive me for everything. i've just found my way to get back home... mungkin, maksud Tuhan mengembalikan gw di titik nol ini, biar gw pulang, dan mendapatkan kembali keluarga gw. Thanks God for everything..

Semuanya terasa abu-abu sekarang.. bener-bener nol.. Bahkan hitam dan putih aja gw ga bisa bedain. bener-bener... gw ngerasa dilahirkan kembali. Makasih Tuhan.. Atas segala perasaan cinta yang telah kau letakkan di hatiku...

This pain is killing me!!

2008-12-03T08:16:00.000Z

ridiculous!!!!
I get a back pain again??? Now?? When I don't have someone to heal me?? I need to see a doctor..
Fuckin asshole Singapore!!! I hate this country very very much!!

Buku Harian Tania-Nanda Si Pejuang Cinta (bagian 5)

2008-12-02T06:11:00.000Z

Gw Mau Bantu Lo Kok!!
Hari-hari sekolah pun kembali dilalui seperti biasa tanpa ada hal-hal aneh yang terjadi. Yah, paling masalah-masalah kecil ga penting yang dilakuin anak SMA jaman sekarang. Bolos sekolah, nyontek, ketauan pacaran, ato kalo yang rada ekstrim nyolong duit temennya sendiri buat dugem.hehhehehe….
“Ko si Maria jarang bareng kita yah sekarang?”,Tanya gw sama anak-anak. “Iya nih. Kemana yah. Tadi juga gw ajak makan sore bareng ga mau. Katanya mau langsung pulang. Dia ga lagi ada masalah kan?”, kata Mala menimpali.
“Hmm, gw curiga. Tuh anak kan biasanya paling cuek sama masalah bejibun sekali pun. Yah… detektif Nanda akan beraksi. Ayo teman-teman, kita kencangkan seat belt kita. Siap lepas landas…wunnngggg”, canda Nanda ke teman-temannya.
Hmm... Kayaknya emang ada yang ga beres nih sama si maria. Soalnya, dari waktu dua minggu yang lalu, dia selalu ngehindar kalo kita ajak ngumpul bareng. Ada aja alesannya. Trus dia cenderung jadi pendiem. Biasanya kan dia suka bawel. Kayaknya hari Minggu ini kita bakal rame-rame ke rumahnya dia deh. Ato sekedar ngajak dia jalan-jalan dan ngobrol.
“A, tadi sore yah, kita-kita pada ngomongin si Maria gitu. Tiba-tiba dia jadi anaeh dan suka ngilang gitu aja. Kayak ngehindarin kita gitu. Napa yah kira-kira?”, tanya Nanda pada Nanta. “Kamu ga coba tanya ke dia langsung?”. “Hmm.. rencananya hari Minggu kita pada mau maen ke rumahnya sih. Tapi takut dia tetep ga mau cerita. Abis dia mang tertutup kalo masalah pribadi”, jawab Nanda lagi. “Kalo gitu, coba deh kamu tanya sama cowoknya. Maria punya cowok kan? Siapa tau dia tau”, kata-kata Nanta akhirnya memberikan sedikit pencerahan pada Nanda.
Setelah dipikir-pikir, kita semua itu ga ada yang begitu kenalnya sama Andra, alias cowoknya Maria. Kayaknya kita baru pernah ketemu sekali deh. Itu pun gara-gara si Andra jemput Maria ke sekolah buat nge-date. Seinget gw, Andra itu anak tingkat dua di universitas yang gw lupa namanya apa. Yang gw tau sih jurusannya mesin. Orangnya rada-rada cool dan pendiam. Makanya kita juga susah buat ngajakin dia ngobrol sama kita.
Mungkin salah satu cara kita bisa mulai deket secara pribadi sama Maria yah dengan kita tanya-tanya ke andra gimana cara yang baik dan benar buat deketin Maria. Pasti Andra sudah lebih mengenal Maria. Tapi gimana caranya yah buat bisa ngehubungin Andra.
“Kringg….”, bel tanda masuk sekolah pun berbunyi. Gw sama Nanda buru-buru masuk kelas dan ngeluarin buku-buku pelajaran. Sialnya, pelajaran pertama fisika. Ihiks…. Males abis. Pasti gw nanti disuruh maju deh buat ngerjain pr hari ini. Ketauan deh gw begonya.
Lima menit berlalu sejak pukul 07.00. Sepuluh menit kemudian berlalu tanpa ada kejadian apa pun. Sampe udah lima belas menit, Pak Made, guru fisika kita belum juga datang buat ngajar. Akhirnya si Ardi sang ketua kelas berinisatif buat manggil si Bapak. “Udah sih Di, ga usah dipanggil”, celetuk si Nanda. “Yah, gw juga maunya gitu Nan. Tapi kalo nanti kelas kenapa-kenapa, gw yang kena lagi”, jawab Ardi sambil terus ngeloyor pergi keluar kelas.
“Ah, dasar. Sok idealis banget sih tuh orang. Udah Tan, kita ngegosip aja yuks..”, kata Nanda dengan muka rada males. “ Ada gossip apa nih? Gosip Maria?? Tuh anak kayaknya suntuk banget tuh”, kata gw sambil ngelirik ke meja Maria. “Jadi gini Tan gosipnya, ini rahasia yah. Lo deketan lagi kesini. Gw bisikin deh”, bisik Nanda pada gw yang bener-bener bikin gw penasaran. Tiba-tiba, “Prettttt”, si Nanda ternyata ngentutin gw. Sialan.!!!
“Ahahahha… Ampun deh Tan, gw dah ga boker 4 hari nih. Duh, perut gw dah penuh tokai nih. Abis orang-orang di kelas pada serius-serius banget mukanya”, kata Nanda membela diri. “Woi, kira-kira lo kalo kentut. Bau banget nyong. Najong dah lo jadi cw”, kata Wisnu yang duduk di depan Nanda sambil ngejitak kepalanya Nanda. Si Nanda Cuma cengengesan aja. Kayaknya dia tuh puas banget kalo berhasil bikin suara kentut yang kenceng bin bau banget. Bener-bener aneh.
Akhirnya si Ardi balik dengan membawa pengumuman bahagia yaitu ketidakhadiran Pak Made. Katanya sih lagi keluar kota nengokin nyokapnya yang sakit di kampung. Kita doain aja deh moga-moga nyokapnya cepet sembuh. Soalnya kalo Pak Made makin jarang masuk berarti gw makin bego juga. Ahahahha…
Sialnya, Guru piket kita hari itu nyuruh kita nunggu pelajaran berikutnya di perpustakaan. Dulu sih gw, Nanda ma anak-anak yang laen hobi maen di sana. Lumayan ada ruang audio visualnya. Bisa sekalian nonton, ngegosip, dan juga sambil belajar. Sayangnya, semenjak kejadian kemaren, Nanda gak pernah lagi mau kalo diajak ke perpus. Padahal dulu dia hobi banget maksa kita maen-mane ke sana. Sekarang, pas kita udah ikutan hobi dia maen ke perpus, dianya malah udah keburu ilfil sama Pak Tarjo.
“Gw gak mau maen ke perpus. Sumpah. Amit-amit. Gak banget. Ah.. gw ke UKS aja deh ato ke kantin”, rengek Nanda ke gw dengan tampang beneran stress. Kebayang deh jadi dia. Pasti jadi parno banget tuh kalo mau maen ke perpus. Akhirnya, gw ma anak-anak narik Nanda dan maksa dia buat ikutan ke perpus. Kita mau coba ngobrol ma Maria. Soalnya, tumben banget, pagi itu dia dah mau mulai ikutan kumpul ma kita lagi.
Setelah berhasil narik-narik Nanda ke perpustakaan, kita langsung ngabur masuk ke ruang audio visual. Lumayanlah buat ngadem. Ada ACny. Dasar centil, Pak Tarjo langsung nyamperin Nanda dan ninggalin meja jaga perpusnya. “Neng Nanda kemana aja. Bapak sudah lama ga liat. Ada buku-buku baru tuh Neng. Mau Bapak kasih liat ga? Udah bapak simpenin tuh buat Neng. Biar Neng bisa jadi pembaca pertama”. “Ah, iya Pak. Makasih. Kapan-kapan deh saya liat. Lagi sibuk Pak sekarang. Bapak taro aja di tempat buku baru. Biar yang laen bisa baca”, sahut Nanda sambil langsung pura-pura sibuk.
Pak Tarjo pun masih berdiri di depan Nanda berharap Nanda ngajakin dia ngobrol atau sekedar berbasa-basi sama dia. Sayangnya Nanda udah males banget dan milih buat nunduk sambil pura-pura sibuk dengan bindernya. Akhirnya setelah sekitar tiga menit berdiri dicuekin, Pak Tarjo keluar juga dari ruang audio visual.
“Huahahhahahahah”, tawa anak-anak pun meledak setelah Pak Tarjo keluar dan nutup pintu. Mereka kayaknya puas banget bisa bikin si Nanda salting kayak tadi. Langsung anak-anak ngata-ngatain Nanda ga berenti-berenti sampai si Nanda beneran jadi BT. “Woi Mbak, kok si Masnya dicuekin sih?”, canda si Mala. “Iya nih, kasian tuh dah nungguin sebulan. Kalo kata Titi Kamal sih Jablay. Huahahhahaha”, gw nambahin lagi ngatain si Nanda. “Aduh Nan, napa bt sih. Kita kan cuma becanda. Masa Tuan putri ngambek si? Nanti pangeran kodoknya ikutan sedih lo”, si Tasya nambahin yang mengakibatkan si Nanda makin bt. Soalnya kayaknya dia dah beneran jijay banget sama Pak Tarjo. Bahkan dia ngerasanya dilecehin secara batin. Dasar aneh. Gimana coba dilecehin secara batin.
Gara-gara bt itulah, langsung aja dia ngajak Maria ngomong secara frontal. “Mar, lo kenapa sih. Ada masalah? Diem aja sih. Ngejauhin kita-kita lagi. Dah bosen yah temenan sama kita-kita?”, seru Nanda yang kontan biikin anak-anak diem. Maria pun ikutan diem.
“Jangan diem aja lo Mar. Ngomong dong. Gw mulai pusing dan kesel nih dicuekin ma lo. Salah gw apa sih?”, tambah Nanda lagi. Maria pun akhirnya jawab, “Gw gak papa kok. Bener deh. Yaudah. Gw mau ke WC bentar yah. Mau pipis. Dah kebelet dari tadi”. Maria pun buru-buru ngeloyor pergi.
“Ah, gila lo Nan. Frontal banget sih. Tuh kan dia langsung ngabur”, kata Putri dengan nada emosi. Anak-anak pun langsung diem bt sama Nanda. Akhirnya Nanda yang masih kesel gara-gara dikatain masalah Pak Tarjo pun langsung keluar ruang audio visual. Gw langsung ngejar Nanda. Duhhh… Masalah Maria aja belum selesai, masa sekarang kita harus berantem semua sih. Gak lucu banget kan. Pas gw narik tangan Nanda, Nanda pun ngeluarin tenaga kulinya sambil langsung ngedorong gw. Gw sampe bener-bener mau jatuh waktu itu.
Akhirnya gw balik sama anak-anak. “Udah cuekin aja. Dasar si nona paling bener”, timpal Putri yang selanjutnya membuat suasana langsung ga enak semua. Akhirnya gw ma anak-anak nonton video tentang global warming sambil diem-dieman tanpa bisa ngomong apa-apa.
“Kring..”, jam tanda pelajaran kedua mulai pun berbunyi. Gw buru-buru balik ke kelas. Pas gw liat ke kantin, ternyata Nanda lagi ngobrol sama Ferdi yang merupakan cowok paling keren di kelas kita. Dan kebetulan Ferdi itu masuk dalam top ten angkatan. Kalo ga salah sih urutan ke tiga kali yah. Ahahahhaha.. Entah poliing dari mana tuh gw juga ga tau. Pokoknya pas sebulan awal kita masuk sekolah ini, pernah ada di tempel di mading tentang cowok dan cewek top ten tiap angkatan. Bener-bener ga jelas itu kerjaan siapa. Soalnya anak mading pun kaget pas liat ada tempelan tentang poling tersebut. Nanda sendiri ada di urutan ke satu. Dan Maria ada di urutan ke sepuluh seinget gw.
Yang gw liat Nanda kayaknya seneng banget mukanya pas lagi ngobrol sama Ferdi. Ferdinya juga begitu. Jangan-jangan Ferdi lagi PDKT ma Nanda lagi. Hhhh.. gak abis pikir. Ko si Nanda bisa-bisanya malah seneng-seneng gitu setelah dia bikin masalah baru di antara kita.
Akhirnya, seharian itu gw juga ikut didiemin sama Nanda. Pas pulang sekolah pun Nanda masih nyuekin gw dan dia milih jalan sama Ferdi sambil nungguin jemputannya datang. Gw bareng Mala sama Putri Cuma bisa bengong. Kita pusing mikirin masalah ini. Kalo Tasya sih langsung pulang. Seperti biasa. Dia autis sendiri. Cuma asik kalo diajak jaan-jalan doang.
Akhirnya kita bertiga mutusin untuk mempercepat kedatangan ke rumah Maria. Kita pun langsung berangkat kesana dengan berbekal alamat Maria dari ruang TU dan dianterin supirnya Putri.
“Yang ini bener rumahnya?”, kata mala yang mukanya mulai tegang karena takut masuk ke rumah Maria. Kayaknya Maria berasal dari keluarga yang lumayan. Terbukti dari mobil yang berjejer tiga. Itu belum termasuk mobil bokapnya yang mungkin lagi dipake ke kantor. Berarti bukan masalah ekonomi keluarga dong yang lagi dipikirin Maria.
Akhirnya kita bertiga turun mobil dan mencet bel rumah Maria. Ternyata Marianya belum pulang sekolah. Padahal dia ga ada les apa-apa. Sebelum pergi, kita pesen sama pembantunya biar ga usah bilang ke Maria atau nyokapnya kalo kita datang. Dan untungnya kita dapet sedikit info dari si bibi tentang berubahnya Maria akhir-akhir ini.
Seminggu berlalu sejak kejadian itu. Belum ada tanda-tanda perang dingin ini akan selesai. Sekarang kita berenam jadi terpecah dalam empat kubu. Kubu yang pertama Maria si sumber masalah awal. Kubu kedua adalah kubu Nanda yang tanpa disangka muncul sifat kekanak-kanakannya ngambek gara-gara dikata-katain mulu sama Pak Tarjo. Kubu ketiga adalah kubu netral alias kubu si Tasya. Dan kubu terakhir adalah kubu PBB atau kubu yang berusaha mendamaikan semuanya yaitu gw, Mala, dan Putri.
Kita bertiga bingung. Dah seminggu ini usaha tapi belum membuahkan hasil apa-apa selain info berubahnya sifat si Maria. Kita jadi sadar banget kalo kita berenam itu emang ga boleh pisah dan tetap harus kompak. Karena terbukti, dalam keadaan seperti ini kita bertiga aja ga cukup untuk menyelesaikan masalah yang ada. Padahal kalo kita berenam pasti kiita bisa ngelewatin masalah sesulit apapun. Bener-bener gw sadar kalo sahabat adalah segalanya buat gw. Dan gw ngerasa kehilangan Nanda banget sekarang. Sedih banget gw sekarang kalo tiap hari diem-dieman sama dia di kelas. Ga ada lagi yang gangguin, ngentutin, bikin ketawa, dan juga ngajarin gw pelajaran. Hiks… jadi mau nangis beneran. Nanda makin deket aja lagi sama Ferdi. Oh iya.. Ferdi! Gw bisa minta tolong Ferdi.
Pas jam istirahat, buru-buru gw narik Ferdi keluar sebelum Nanda ngeliat. “Fer, tolongin gw. Lo tau kan kalo Nanda ma kita-kita lagi berantem?”, tanya gw sama Ferdi. “Oh iya, Nanda curhat ke gw. Katanya kalian nyebelin. Hahhahah…. Gw dah bilang si ke si Nanda kalo kalian cuma becanda. Tapi kayaknya dia lagi pms tuh. Marah-marah mulu. Gw bisa bantuin apa?”, jawab Ferdi yang bener-bener bikin gw semangat lagi.
Akhirnya gw dan Ferdi bikin rencana buat baikan lagi sama Nanda. Rencana itu bakal kita lancarin nanti malem. Rada norak sih. Tapi gak papa deh. Daripada kita diem-dieman terus. Rencananya Ferdi bakal maen ke rumah Nanda nanti malem.
“Mas Mun, Nandanya ada?”, tanya Ferdi pada Saimun. “Oh, ada Mas. Ayo masuk”, sapa Saimun yang selanjutnya manggilin Nanda buat ktemu sama Ferdi. Nanda pun turun dari kamarnya yang letaknya di kamar dua. “Eh, ngapain lo Fer malem-malem? Hari rabu lagi?”, tanya Nanda heran. “Ah, ga boleh nih? Gw pulang aja deh. Ehheheheh.. Gak sih, gw kangen aja ma lo. Mau ngobrol-ngobrol”, jawab Ferdi tenang. Akhirnya Ferdi pun memulai pembicaraan. Topik bahasan yang wajib Ferdi bahas malem itu adalah tentang persahabatan.
“Tau ga sih Nan, kalo kita tuh hidup di dunia nih ga bisa sendiri. Kita butuh banget punya temen”, bla..bla..bla… Nanda pun jadi terheran-heran ngedengerin ceramahnya si Ferdi. Sampe akhirnya Ferdi bilang, “Nan, temen-temen lo tuh sayang banget sama lo. Lo percaya ga kalo mereka rela ngelakuin apapun demi baikan lagi sama lo karena mereka takut kehilangan lo”.
Tiba-tiba, terdengar suara nyanyian, “Notice me, Take my hand, Why are we, Strangers when, Our love is strong, Why carry on without me?”, ternyata Putri, Mala, dan gw datang nyanyi Everytimenya Britney Spears buat Nanda sambil diiringin gitarnya Mala. Romantis banget yah si Nanda dinyanyiin lagu ini. Tapi yah emang bener. Gw secara pribadi berasa kosong banget tanpa Nanda. Selain itu, kita juga bawain cake yang tulisannya “Nanda, we miss you so much”.
Jelas-jelas aja si Nanda langsung terharu dan nangis sambil ketawa-ketawa cengengesan. Sumpah kita norak abis. Tapi entah kenapa waktu itu gw ngerasa bahagia banget. Bisa bikin semuanya ketawa lagi. Langsung Nanda meluk kita bertiga, “Gw kangen kalian banget Guys. Maafin gw yah. Kalian sih norak banget. Huhuhuhu.. gw kan sedih ga ada yang bisa gw kentutin lagi”. Langsung kita semua nangis makin kenceng dan Ferdi yang liat malah sibuk ngambil foto kita dengan hpnya. Dasar iseng. Katanya sih buat dokumentasi kalo misalnya nanti kita berantem lagi. Akhirnya malem itu kita ngobrol-ngobrol tentang Maria sambil makanin cake yang udah kita beli patungan. Gak lupa, Nanda juga kita tagih duit patungannya karena dia makannya paling bayak. Maklum anak SMA. Masih kere. Hehehhe..
“Cie… Yang udah baikan”, canda Ferdi sambil terus ngusap-ngusap kepala Nanda. Gara-gara semalem, kita jadi ikutan akrab sama Ferdi. Ternyata anaknya asik juga. Gw kira orangnya songong seperti layaknya para pria yang menyadari bahwa dirinya keren berat.
Nanti siang, sepulang sekolah, kita rencana mau ngikutin Maria dan sepakat buat bantuin masalah dia. Dan seperti biasa, si Tasya alesan ga bisa ikut. Katanya si mau nemenin adeknya belajar. Emang dia tipe yang cinta keluarga banget si.
“Oke, semuanya siap beraksi lagi? Blossom, Bubbles, Buttercup?”, canda Nanda pada kita. “Get ready professor. We’ll catch back her soon!!”, jawab Putri semangat. Langsung kita ngendap-ngendap ngikutin Maria pulang. Siang itu, Ferdi sengaja bawa mobil tanpa SIM biar bisa nganterin kita. Biasanya sih dia naek angkot ato dijemput supirnya.
“Ayo Mojo, buruan kejar…..”, teriak Nanda heboh karena ngeliat ternyata Maria naek motor dibonceng seseorang di ujung jalan sekolah. Setelah perjuangan yang sangat sulit bin bikin gila, mengingat susahnya ngejar motor pake mobil apalagi di Jakarta yang macet, akhirnya kita nemuin juga motor yang tadi ngejemput nanda di sebuah rumah kecil yang letaknya di permukiman yang rada padat. Gimana ga bikin gila, si Ferdi sampe 8 kali hampir ngelindes orang gara-gara heboh ngejar Maria. Belum lagi cercaan orang-orang yang motor dan mobilnya mau diserempet ma si Ferdi. Bener-bener horor kayak lagi naek roller coaster.
Setelah markir mobilnya rada jauh dari rumah kecil tersebut (dengan alesan kalo terjadi apa-apa mobilnya ga bakal jadi sasaran amukan si tukang ojeknya Maria), mereka berlima ngendap-ngendap mau masuk rumah tersebut. Sebenernya gw deg-degan banget si. Soalnya kita berempat cewek dan cowoknya cuma ada Ferdi. Badan Ferdi oke banget sih. Gede gitu. Tapi sayangnya dia anak basket. Bukan anak karate yang bisa berantem. Yah.. semoga aja orang-orang itu takut duluan liat badan gede Ferdi.
“Aduh.., gw takut banget nih. Muka gw udah galak belum?”, celoteh si Putri. “Heh, muka lo tuh panik banget. Kayak orang kalah judi semilyar rupiah tau ga. Kayak gw dong nih. Hrrghhh..”, jawab si Nanda dengan muka siap berantem. Emang dasar mantan preman. Kayaknya dia semangat banget nih. Siap di barisan paling depan buat ngehajar para tukang ojek itu.
Langsung aja si Nanda tanpa pikir panjang masuk ke rumah butut bin jelek tersebut. Gayanya sih dah kayak FBI yang mau ngelabrak buronan. Kurangnya si Nanda ga bawa pistol aja dan ga pake rompi anti peluru. Hehhehe..Lebay.. “Tok..tokk..tokk”, si nanda langsung ngetok pintu rumah itu dengan semangatnya. Setelah sekitar satu menit ngetok pintu dengan gaya orang macul di sawah, akhirnya Nanda dibukain pintu juga.
“Cari siapa yah?”, jawab cowo pendek, item, jelek tersebut dengan muka rada males. Anak-anak pun bingung. Siapa yah yang tadi jadi tukang ojeknya si Maria? Jangan-jangan tukang ojek beneran lagi. “Hmm.. co yang punya motor ini. Ada ga orangnya Mas?”, tanya Nanda. “Oh, Andra. Urusan apa sama dia? Yaudah, tunggu bentar, tunggu dulu aja di sini”, jawab si cowok butut tersebut yang bikin kita kaget. Ya ampun… ternyata itu Andra. Kita sama sekali ga nyangka itu Andra. Aduh, bener-bener di luar rencana nih.
“Oh, kalian. Ngapain kalian di sini?”, sapa Andra dengan jutek. “Maria Mana? Gw mau ketemu dia. Bukan mau ketemu lo”, jawab Nanda sambil nunjuk muka Andra. Ni cw emang jago banget kalo bikin orang emosi. Nyolot banget. Padahal siapa tau Andranya sendiri ga niat buat ngajak kita ribut. “Maria? Kok lo nyari Maria di sini? Lo kan temennya. Harusnya lebih tau Maria rumahnya di mana dong”, jawab Andra yang mulai emosi liat kelakuan Nanda. “Gini loh, kita ke sini niatnya baik-baik. Cuma mau ketemu Maria dan ngajak dia pulang”, kata gw yang niat bikin suasana sedikit tenang. “Tapi Maria ga ada di sini”, jawab Andra makin nyolot.
Aksi nyolot-nyolotan antara Nanda dan Andra pun mulai memanas. Kata-kata kotor dari mulut Andra pun dah mulai keluar. Tapi Nanda ga nyerah dan tetap nyolot dengan beraninya. Akhirnya, si Ferdi langsung inisiatif narik baju Andra supaya Nanda dan kawan-kawan bisa nerobos masuk. Ga lupa si Mala pun nginjek kaki Andra terlebih dahulu. Dasar jago kandang. Begitu dipegangin Ferdi aja baru berani.
Langsung Nanda dkk nerobos masuk. Keributan itu pun akhirnya diketahui orang-orang seisi rumah tersebut. Mereka pun pada keluar kamar masing-masing. Ternyata rumah sesek itu adalah kontrakan makhluk pendek jelek yang tadi bukain pintu. Kayaknya cuma ada tiga kamar deh.
Nanda dkk yang mulai panik pun buru-buru nyariin Maria, sayangnya temen-temen kontrakan si Jelek dah siap-siap buat ngehadang cw-cw ini. Suasana pun mulai memanas. Udah kayak nonton buser di tipi-tipi ajah. Putri pun teriak-teriak histeris,”Maria, lo dimana?? Buruan keluar!! Liat nih kelakuan bangsat cowok lo”. “Maria, buruan tolongin kita!!”, teriak Mala yang lagi dipegangin sama satu cowok yang mukanya serem dengan tato lumba-lumba di tangan kanannya. Imut banget. Ahahahah. Gak deng, tato macan kampung.
Kalo diitung-itung, kayaknya ada sekitar enam cowok jelek yang ada di rumah pas siang itu. Kebayang kan seseknya ruang tamu rumah itu gara-gara kehadiran kita semua. Karena yang cowok itu cuma Ferdi, kita mulai kewalahan nih. Masalanya cowok-cowok tadi dah mulai kasar dan megangin kita. Karena udah emosi banget, akhirnya si Nanda pun ngehajar salah satu dari mereka, “Kampret lo semua. Kalian pikir gw takut ma kalian? Hah?”. Langsung cowok kerempeng yang dihajar Nanda pun jatuh kesakitan. Nanda kan bisa dibilang gede untuk ukuran cewek. Dan urusan tenaga kayaknya tenaga dia udah ga usah diraguin lagi deh.
“Maria, keluar lo. Gw janji gw bakal bantuin lo! Percaya ma gw. Sekarang buruan keluar!”, teriak Nanda hiteris. Akhirnya Maria pun keluar. Ternyata Ferdi udah berhasil bikin Andra roboh juga. Suasana jadi makin berantakan karena akhirnya si cowok Macan Kampung itu nyandera si Mala. Emang sih ga pake pisau. Dia nyandera dengan model baru. “Jangan ada yang bergerak!. Kalo ga temen lo gw cekek”, dasar si Nanda aneh, bukannya panik dia malah ketawa. Emang sih. Ancemannya ga banget. Masa cekek sih. Tusuk kek, atau kelitikin sekalian. Hihihihi…
Akhirnya kita semua mau gak mau nyerah. Ferdi pun milih ga ngapa-ngapain. Daripada si Mala kenapa-kenapa. Kita semua pun dikumpulin di dalam satu kamar dengan dijagain dua orang jelek dan diiket tangannya ke belakang. Empat orang yang lainnya pun sibuk ngomongin kita berempat mau diapain. Sumpah waktu itu gw panik banget. Si Putri udah mulai nangis lagi. Maria sendiri cuma bisa diem pasrah aja. Sedangkan si Nanda malah sibuk marah-marahin si Maria, “Lo tuh gimana sih. Kita kan selalu ada buat lo. Masalah edun kayak gini lo kagak bilang. Sekarang jadi susah semua kan. Kalo lo kenapa-kenapa, emang kita semua ga bakal sedih apa? Masih untung lo belum kenapa-kenapa sekarang. Kalo besok pagi lo masuk buser dah jadi mayat idup tanpa kepala gimana?”. Terus aja si Nanda nyerocos bawel ga berenti-berenti.
Dua orang yang jelek pun mulai kesel denger suara cemprengnya si Nanda. “Berisik! Mau gw sumpel pake kolor mulut lo?”, ancem dia kepada si Nanda. Langsung si Nanda diem. Daripada disumpel pake kolornya. Amit-amit deh. Setengah jam pun berlalu dan akhirnya keempat orang yang laen pun masuk ke dalam kamar. Kayaknya mereka dah mutusin eksekusi apa yang cocok buat kita.
Emang dasarnya orang baek disayang sama Tuhan, pas tuh orang baru mau mulai ngomong, tiba-tiba, “berhenti kalian”, pahlawan itu pun datang menyelamatkan kami. Ternyata, pas dari tadi si Maria gak keluar-keluar kamar itu, dia tuh lagi sibuk nelponin polisi buat nolongin kita semua. Huah.. Drama penangkapan pun terasa sangat menegangkan dan seru. Dan cita-cita Nanda buat masuk buser akhirnya kesampean juga. Soalnya pas acara penggerebekan itu, tim Buser ikutan diundang juga.
Jadi, inti dari cerita ini, si Andra itu pemakai heroin akut. Dan si maria diporotin buat bayarin “obat-obatannya” si Andra. Nah, si Maria ini diancem, kalo sampe ngomong ke orang-orang, bakal dibunuh. Dasar si Marianya aja yang bego. Gertakan orang mabok didengerin. Kalo menurut gw dkk sih, sebenernya Maria bukan takut ngelapor ke Polisi. Dia cuma terlalu cinta sama Andra aja. Sampe kayak kebo dicocok idungnya gitu. Ngintil kemana aja si Andra mau. Untung aja si Andra ga maksa Maria untuk ikutan make. Soalnya, kalo Maria ikutan make juga, nanti yang bayarin Andra make siapa lagi dong? Hehehhehe…Maria bener-bener beruntung punya temen kayak kita-kita yang setia kawan ini. Well guys… That's what friends are for...

Buku Harian Tania-Nanda Si Pejuang Cinta (bagian 4)

2008-11-30T15:36:00.000Z

Si Fans Gelap

Uts yang hampir bikin gw gila selesai juga. Setelah selama seminggu gw depresi kurang tidur, kurang makan, badan letih, lemah lesu, akhirnya waktunya gw bersantai sedikit bersama Tun-Tun girls. Rencananya kita mau datang ke acara pensi sekolah sebelah. Gak rencana sih, sekarang kita berenam udah ada di sana buat ngeceng cowo-cok ganteng. Maklum, yang dah punya pacar daionri kita berenam Cuma Tasya ma Maria. Yang laenny, kayak gula rasanya pait aja. Ga ada yang mau nyobain.
Ternyata jalan ke pensi setelah uts bener-bener bikin mood gw balik. Apalagi goody bag ma minum gratisnya. Dan yang terpenting, cowoknya ganteng-ganteng boy. Berasa punya gw semua aja nih. Tinggal gw obral ke temen-temen gw. Gak nyesel deh tadi kita bedandan dua jam sibuk milih-mlih baju sebelum nyampe ke sini. Kita berlima si pada janjian pake celana pendek. Dasar si Putri centil, dia ngotot pake mini skirt. Kita udah bilang, “Put, nanti lo ribet. Kita kan mau loncat-loncat”. “ga ko. Gw ga bakal loncat-loncat deh. Sayang nih rok baru gw. Lom pernah gw pake. Baru kemaren si sebenernya gw beli. Pamer paha mulus dikit lah.Ahahahhah”, Jawab si Putri ngotot.
Kejadian deh. Pas lagi asik-asiknya denger Nidji nyanyi ’Biarlah’ sebagai bintang utama (untung dah jam setengah dua belas malem dan sudah gelap), tiba-tiba, ada orang ga tau diri loncat-loncat berlebihan sampe-sampe nginjek kaki Putri yang pada akhirnya menyebabkan dia terjatuh dan roknya tersingkap.
“Renda-Renda!!”, teriak si mala yang suka over ekspresif. Anak-anak pun langsung heboh nutupin pantatnya si Putri. Si putrid sama sekali ga nyadar kalo kolor pink rendanya dah nongol kemana-mana. Dia Cuma bisa ngeluh, “ Aduh, kutil gila loh yah. Awas lo. Gw sumpahin bisulan pantat lo tujuh hari tujuh malem tujuh turunan baru sembuh ketemu tujuh sumur”. Emang kayaknya sakit banget sih. Gimana nggak. Wong mukanya nyium lapangan basket tempat Nidji manggung di sekolahan itu. Untung encok aja, ga sampe luka-luka ato lecet-lecek.
“langsung preman plus setia kawannya si Maria muncul, “Muke gila loh. Lo kebo apa kambing sih. Masa temen gw segede kingkong gini lo kagak liat? Mau liat kolor gratis lo? Sewa aja tuh dvd kolor ijo. Aduhh.. Malu-maluin aja sih ni orang. Gw kira belainnya mau beneran. Orang yang nginjek si Putri pun langsung minta maaf’ “sorry banget yah. Sumpah gw ga sengaja. Lo ga papa kan?gw bantu yah? Sakit ga?bisa berdiri?mau gw gendong?”.
Seketika keadaan menghenih. Dalem hati gw yang sedang berteriak dan mau melioncat ini membatin, “GANTENG BENER. Adah yang yang model beginian nonton pansi sekolah tetangga. Mau dong. Icip-icip dikit”. Dasar cewek-cewwk pada HBL semua, semuanya Cuma bisa lemes klepek-klepek liat kegantengan tuh cowok, gak terkecuali Nanda.
Kalo lo bisa liat, si Nanda lagi ngiler banget ngeliat kegantengan tuh makhluk planet. Dalam keterpanaan kami, si cowok ganteng yang kayaknya ga ngerasa dirinya ganteng itu ikutan bengon’”girls, Why? Kalian kenapa? Ada yang laen yang keinjek ma gw? Bener-bener sorry. Gw ga sengaja”, dia pun buru-buru narik tangannya Putri buat bantuin berdiri. Putri yang masih lemes Cuma bikin bengong tak berdaya dibantuin dia berdiri.
“Lo ga papa kan? Kok diem aja. Yakin ga ada yang luka? Tadi gw liat jatoh lo parah banget. Mau gw anter pulang aja sekarang?”, Tanya dia lagi setelah berkali-kali bertanya tapi gak pernah diperhatiin anak-anak karena sibuk terpana ma kegantengannya.
Kalo bisa gw definisiikan, co ini tingginya sekitar 185 cm dengan kulit pulih. Rambutnya si aja rada gondrong berantakan. Trus badannya gede mirip model-model yang hobi fiteness. Kalo dikira-kira, kayaknya dia anak SMA kelas tiga deh. “Iya, gw gapapa. Cuma sakit sedikit aja ko”, jawab putri akhirnya. “Gw anter pulang yah. Oh iya, lupa. Nama gw Andu. Nama lo siapa?”, begitulah akhirnya mereka memulai perkenalan mereka sampai akhirnya mereka baru balik jam satu malem (Si Andu akhirnya ngaterin si Putri pulang.
Pulangnya, kita semuanya nebeng nginep di rumah Tasya karena malam itu yang bisa jemput Cuma bokapnya dia. Sesampainya di rumah, kita sibuk ngegosipin si Putri. “K\o tuh anak lom ngasih kabar juga yah? Gw takut dia diapa-apain. Lumayan kan kalo buat dimakan. Dagingnya tebel”, seru Nanda membuka pembicaraan. “Iya, ko udah jam dua ga ada kabar yah. Harusnya kan dia dah lagi sibuk loncat-loncat nih. Terus ngegosip bareng kita di telpon”, sahut gw. Maria pun buru-buru inisiatif nelpon Putri. Awalnya kita gak mau nelpon karena takut ganggu dia. Berhubung dah jam dua ga ada kabar (rumah Putri dari sekolah itu Cuma sekitar 20 menit kalo jalan siang), akhirnya kita mulai panik dan menyalahkan diri masing-masing karena ngebiarin Putri pergi sama orang ga dikenal.
Setelah 5 kali mencoba nelpon, Putri tetep ga ngangkat telpon kita. “Duh, ni anak digondol kuntil anak kali yah. Kemana si? Panik gw. Telpon ke rumahnya bisa-bisa digorok emak babenya lagi. Gimana dong?”, si Maria mulai panik. Akhirnya si Tasya ngajak kita sholat bareng mendoakan keselamatan si Putri. Dah kayak ibu-ibu pengajian aja gaya kita. Maklum, di antara kita yang lumayan alim ya si Tasya itu.
Semaleman itu kita kayak orang bego ngadain pengejajian orang-orang awam Al-Quran dan akhirnya malah jadi ajang belajar ngaji karena akhirnya ketauan kalo si Maria doyok bener ngajinya. Jadi deh sibuk anak-anak pada ngakak ngeliat cara dia baca Al-Quran sambil terus bantuin dia belajar.
Begitu gw buka mata, nah lo. Dah pagi aja. Jam sebelas bo. Maklum tadi malem kita sampe jam 4 pagi. Nungguin kabar dari si Putri sambil ngajarin si Maria ngaji. Sebenernya gw bangun gara-gara ngedenger suara TV sih. Maklum kita tidurnya tumpuk-tumpukan di ruang tamu. Soalnya kasur di kamar Tasya ga muat buat kita berlima.
Dalam hati, siapa sih orang yang ga tau diri nyalain TV pagi-pagi hampir ke siang gini. Hehehhe… Pas gw liat ke arah sofa (kita berlima tidur sambil ngegelar kasur), taunya si Putri dah lagi duduk sambil makan kue bolu. Sial. Ternyata dia yang bikin gw bangun pagi-pagi di hari minggu yang cerah ini.
“Woi…”, sapa gw sambil ngelempar bantal ke muka Putri. “Kemana aja lo. Bukannya nginep bareng kita di sini, malah mesra-mesraan ma co yang ga sengaja turun dari langit. Cuh…Cuh..”, kata gw sambil ngambil kue bolu yang lagi dia makan. “Hehhehe. Dia kagak turun dari langit bo. Dia jodoh buat gw dari Tuhan yang sengaja dikirim tadi malem buat gw. Hehheheh”.
Yah, begitulah kenarsisan si Putri yang centil itu. Siang itu dia semangat banget tuh nyeritain tadi malem ngapain aja. Padahal nothing special sih. Biasa banget malah. Si andu Cuma nganterin dia sampe rumah trus nungguin sampe orang rumahnya bukain pintu. Abis itu dia minta nomor HP Putri kalo-kalo si Putri minta ganti rugi ato kurang puas dengan servisnya malam itu. Siapa tau aja dengan tukeran no Hp pasaran Andu bisa makin naek dan makin laris sebagai pria penghibur. Xp
Acara curhat siang itu tentunya dilanjutkan dennhgan berbagai acara girls day out yang lo pada bisa kira-kira sendiri kan? Yang pasti sih salah satu agenda hari itu adalah masak. Cewek-cewek centil kayak kita ini masak? Kebayangkan gimana hebohnya dan ancurny rasa makanan yang kita bikin.
Kebetulan, menu yang kita masak hari itu ga aneh-aneh banget. Cuma spageti sama pancake. Tapi ko ya dapur rumah Tasya jadi kayak abis di bom Molotov yah. Saos-saos spageti tumpah kemana-mana. Apalagi adonan pancake yang ada di tembok-tembok deket kompor gara-gara si Nandasotoy ngegoreng pancake kayak ngegoreng ongol-ongol. Giimana nggak. Dia ngegoreng pancake dengan minyak penuh sekuali. Walhasil adonannya meledak-meledak dan muncrat kemana-mana. Anak-anak langsung teriak sambil loncat-loncat histeris, “matiin kompornya… Matiin.. Aw..Aw…”
Seketika suasana dapur jadi sangat menghebohkan dan rame. Sayang ga ada yang berani matiin kompor. Pas lagi heboh-hebohnya loncat, tiba-tiba si Mala nyenggol gelas yang isinya lemonade, “Prang”. Waduh… Makin heboh deh suasana dapur. Untung waktu itu kita semua pake sandal. Jadi ga ada yang luka kakinya.
“Gila, ini spaghetti rasanya kayak jeruk asem jawa di cabein trus dikasih sirup strawberry. Hahahahah.. Gokil. Bisa-bisa suami gw cuma tahan dua hari tinggal ma gw. Trus dia minggat minta cerai gara-gara mencret makan masakan gw”, celoteh si Nanda sambil terus cengengesan sendiri. “Ah, gila. Gw ga kuat. Rasanya amburadul gini. Gimana nih. Gw mau muntah rasanya. Tapi masa kita buang sih. Ini kan hasil karya pertama kita berrsama. Hehhehe”, kata gw yang lagi berusaha ngabisin makanan super jelek tampangnya itu.
Akhirnya si Maria ngasih ide buat ngadain Fear factor gaya kita. Yang bisa ngabisin semua masakan itu hadiahnya dibayarin salon gratis rame-rame. Tapi salonnya Cuma boleh salon pinggir kali deket sekolah. Hehheheh.. Pelit banget yah kita. Namanya juga masih kelas satu SMA. Jadi, rulesnya gini. Kita semua bakal nutup mata. Trus, rame-rame tuh kita rebutan ngabisin makanannya. Sapa yang paling banyak makannya, itu yang menang.
Trus, jurinya siapa? Mbok Parti (pembantunya tasya) yang udah tua plus pikun itulah yang bakal jadi penyelamat kita semua. Maksudnya, karena dia udah tua dan ga bisa terlalu liat dengan jelas, jadi, siapa yang bakal jadi pemenang, tergantung hoki masing-masing. Soalnya, Mbok Parti kan ga bakal merhatiin sapa yang bakal paling banyak. Jadi yah, kita have fun ajah.
“Satu, dua, tiga”, Mbok Parti pun memulai itungannya. Kebetulan hari itu orang tua Tasya plus adeknya lagi pada pergi ke kondangan. Trus Adeknya minta diajak renang ke waterboom. Jadi hari itu rumah kosong dan kita bebas mau ngapain aja.
Suasana langsung jadi heboh namun tetap aman terkendali. Semuanya dorong-dorongan berebutan makan spageti sama pancake yang baunya aja dah bikin pusing duluan. Pas lagi asik-asiknya becandaan, tiba-tiba handphonenya nanda bunyi. Trus si nanda jadi bingung, “Eh telpon nih. Gimana, boleh gw angkat dulu ga? Takut nyokap nih”. “Yah.. Curang lo Nan. Nanti lo ngintip lagi”, celetuk si Mala. Karena telponnya bunyi terus ga berenti-berenti, akhirnya anak-anak ngijinin juga buat diangkat teleponnya.
“Nomor siapa ni? Ko Private yah?”, Tanya si nanda heran begitu liat handphonenya ditelepon nomor rahasia. “halo, Siapa y?”, Tanya si nanda. “hai Nanda. Pakabar”, jawab si misterius itu. “baik, sapa yah? Kalo ga penting, udah dulu yah. Gw lagi sibuk nih”. “Ih, ko sombong banget sih. Masa lupa sih ma gw”. “Hhh.. paling males deh ma orang kayak lo”, si Nanda males dan akhirnya nutup telpon.
“Siapa Nan?”, Tanya putri. “tau ah, orang iseng. Dah yuk kita lanjutin lagi”, jawan Nanda sambil make tutup matanya lagi. Tiba-tiba hp Nanda bunyi lagi. Akhirnya Nanda matiin hpnya karena yang nelpon nomor private lagi. “Cuekin aja. Dasar orang gila”, kata nanda ngeyakinin kita-kita kalo permainan bisa dilanjutkan.
Selesai dorong-dorongan sampe jatuh dan guling-gulingan ke lantai, akhirnya makanan aneh itu abis juga. Selanjutnya kita semua buka tutup mata masing-masing dan langsung ngakak ngeliat keadaan masing-masing peserta. Ya ampun. Kayak bayi umur setaun yang baru bisa makan aja. Belepotan kemana-mana. Putri pun langsung berinisiatif buat ngambil foto kita bareng biar bisa diupload ke faceboo.
Tibalah saat-saat yang ditunggu-tunggu. Siapakan pemenangnya? “Pemenangnya adalah, Non mala. Haahhahah..”, teriak Mbok Parti. Alesannya adalah, si Mala katanya paling heboh gitu gayanya pas tadi lagi rebutan makanan. Kebayang deh dengan gaya Avrilnya dia loncat-loncat sambil makan dan dengan tidak manusiawi ngedorong temen-temennya sampe jatoh.
Selesai mandi wajib rame-rame, kita mau maen salon-salonan. Gak lupa si Nanda nyalain hpnya lagi. Ternyata dah ada 11 SMS masuk. Tiga dari nyokapnya, yang laen dari orang aneh. Kayaknya sih orang aneh yang tadi. Si Nanda parno sendiri. Gimana nggak. SMSnya anaeh begitu. Gini nih daftar isi SMSny:
1. Nanda, ko sombong banget si… angkat dong telponnya.
2. Nanda, cantik-cantik ko sombong sih.
3. Aku ini suka banget loh ma kamu. Dari pertama liat kamu. Aku ga bisa berhenti mikirin kamu.
4. Nanda, kamu melet aku yah. Kok aku terus ngebayangin kamu sih.
5. Kamu, tiap pagi dianter supir yah? Besok aku jemput yah.
6. Ko masih aja ngmbek sih? Aku serius nih cinta mati ma kamu.
7. Nanda, percaya deh kalo aku akan selalu mencintaimu segenap jiwa ragaku.
8. Nanda, nanti malem tungguin bunga mawar merah sama nyanyian dari aku yah.
Weleh-weleh. Gimana si nanda ga stress tambah jijay. “duh, ni orang freak amat. Stress nih. Jadi takut gw. Jangan-jangan tukang cendol depan sekolah lagi”, celetuk si Nanda dengan wajah panik. “Ah, tukang parkir kali. Dia kan ngefans banget ma lo”, timpal Putri. “Nggak ah, si Beni paling. Ato anggota Nanda Fans Club lainnya? Ahahhahaha… Udah santai. Lo kan kuat Nan. Macem-macem hajar aja”, kata gw berusaha nenangin suasana.
Akhirnya, sampe juga jam 8 malem dan masing-masing dijemput ma orang rumah, Nanda keliatan ga tenang banget mukanya. Kebayang sih, dia pasti parno kalo malem-malem nanti si orang sok misterius itu beneran datang ke rumahnya. Soalnya dari Nanda nyalain hp dia nelpon terus. Pas Maria nyoba ngangkat, dia malah nyanyi Puspa St12. Norak abis tuh tukang cendol ato tukang parkir ato tukang siomay.
Sampe di rumah, Nanda mondar mandir ga jelas layaknya anak kucing yang lagi nyariin induknya. Pas lagi panic-paniknya, tiba-tiba telpon rumah berbunyi. Waktu itu weker sapi Nanda udah nunjukin jam 9.10. Buru-buru dia angkat, “Halo, assalamualaikum”. Nanda kira itu telpon buat kakaknya dari temen-temennya yang ganteng. Ternyata telpon itu buat dia sendiri. “Nandanya ada?, jawab suara itu. “Iya ini Nanda. Siapa ya?”. “Nanda, ini aku. Masa kamu lupa sih. Aku yang selama ini Cuma bisa mengagumimu dari jauh. Aku yang selalu…”, buru-buru Nanda nutup telponnya dan lari ke kamar Nanta, kakak laki-lakinya.
“Aa…... tolongin Nana. Ada orang aneh. Nelpon-nelponin mulu”, teriak Nanda sambil langsung ngumpet di bawah selimut kakak cowo satu-satunya itu. Sebenernya Nanda punya dua kakak. Kakak pertamanya cwewk dan sekarang lagi sibuk kuliah s2 di Jerman. Makanya Nanda jadi deket banget sama kakak cowoknya.
“Napa Na?? Siapa lagi yang berani gangguin kamu? Buruan bilang”, jawab Nanta dengan muka heran sambil ngebuka selimut nyariin adeknya. “Ini A, liat deh SMSnya. Jijay banget kan”, kata Nanda sambil ngasih hpnya ke Nanta.
Tawa Nanta langsung meledak waktu liat sms itu. “Idih… Fans kamu kampring banget Na. Yaudah cuekin aja. Napa mesti pusing si?”. “Dari tadi nelponin terus. Barusan aja nelpon ke rumah. Huhuhuhu… Kok dia tau yah nomor rumah. Masa temen sekolahku sih sekampring itu sih. Nanti Aa yang ngangkat yah kalo dia nelpon lagi”, jawab Nanda cengengesan. Eh bener aja, tiba-tiba dia nelpon ke hp nanda. Buru-buru Nanta ngangkat.
“Bunganya udah diterima belum? Tadi aku titipin ke pembantu kamu Sayang”, tiba-tiba suara lelaki norak itu memulai pembicaraan. Nanta yang ngangkat telpon pun langsung ngakak tanpa sempet marah gara-gara orang itu gangguin adeknya. “Woi, SD mana sih lo? Norak banget si. Kalo berani, sini tunjukin muka lo. Jangan beraninya neror adek gw mulu”, bales Nanta dengan rada sok marah padahal masih ketawa. Tut..tut.. telponnya ternyata dimatiin. Dasar cupu. Beraninya sama cw aja..
Tiba-tiba Saimun, pembantu Nanda, ngetok pintu kamar Nanta. “Kak Nanda, ini ada titipan bunga”. Segera Nanda ambil sebuket mawar merah yang lagi bermekaran itu dan langsung melemparnya ke luar jendela. “Norak lo!!! Lo piker gw suka ma bunga begituan???Hah??Gw sukanya bunga Bang”, teriak Nanda ke luar jendela yang bener-bener bikin bengong Nanta ma Saimun. Kayaknya si Nanda dah Stress beneneran ma makhluk aneh ini.
Dah seminggu sejak kejadian itu. Dan orang aneh itu trus nguntit Nanda. Gimana ga nguntit, dia selalu tau apa yang Nanda lakuin dengan terus ngirim sms-sms norak. Tapi Nanda ga mau bilang ma bonyoknya. Takut mereka malah khawatir. Gara-gara kejadian ini akhirnya Nanta harus rela nganter jemput adik kesayangannya itu. Soalnya dia ga percaya kalo Pak Parmin bisa nyupirin plus ngejagain Nanda. Mau gak mau jadwal kuliahnya juga sedikit terganggu. Tapi nanta sih senneg-seneng aja. Soalnya dia jadi bisa ngeceng di sekolahan adiknya.
Lagian bisa dibilang Nanta itu Nanda versi cowok. Jadi semua orang pasti terpikat ngeliat kegantengan cowok ganteng ini. Belum lagi masalah cowok misterius ini selesai, tiba-tiba Nanda lari-lari kea rah mobil nanta, “Aa.. buruan..jalan. Nana lagi dikejar-kejar senior”. Ternyata, lagi-lagi si Beni berulah. Kali ini, dia ngotot mau nganterin Nanda pulang. Dari awal bel pulang sekolah bunyi, dia dah nongkrongin di depan kelas Nanda. Mau gak mau nanda mesti lari kejar-kejaran biar bisa kabur dari si Beni.
Sampe akhirnya, Muncullah dua kubu di sekolah ini. Kubu Nanda Fans Club, yang isinya adalah cowok-cowok plus cewek-cewek alim yang emang ngerti kalo si Nanda ini alim juga, dan satu lagi adalah kubu Anti Nanda yang isinya adalah cewek-ccewek seangkatan maupun senior cewek yang sirik ma Nanda. Awalnya sih Nanda cuek. Tapi lama-lama mulai ganggu juga kayaknya. Mungkin cwewk-cewek anti nanda ini harus dihadepin ma fans norak yang satu ini.
Akhirnya, nanta punya akal biar si cowok aneh itu mau muncul dan ngasih liat mukanya. “Nan, nanti kalo dia sms ato telpon, kamu bilang yah kalo kamu capek giniin mulu. Ajakin ketemu langsung. Kalo dia mau ketemu baik-baik, kamu bilang aja mau temenan ma dia. Saran Nanta sama Nanda. Awalnya Nanda jelas-jelas nolak usul itu. Dia takut kalo tuh cowo ternyata bawa pelet atau gimana.
Setelah meyakinkan adiknya berkali-kali, akhirnya Nanta ngerencanain sesuatu yang kayaknya kocak abis. Pas hari H, si Nanda dah siap-siap di taman komplek rumah sambil ditemenin Nanta, Saimun, dan temen-temennya yang pada ngumpet di mana-mana. Gak berapa lama orang itu muncul juga. Nanta dah siap meluncurkan serangannya pas tuh makhluk mulai jalan mendekati adeknya. Nanda nyuruh makhluk itu pake baju meraj dah celana ijo soalnya. Pas Nanta mau ngasih lampu ijo, tiba-tiba Putri ngomong, “bentar, kayaknya, gw tau orang itu”. “Iya put, gw juga kayaknya tau”, sahut Mala. “damn, itu kan, Pak Tarjo, petugas perpus kita”, Maria pun menjawab segala rasa perasaan itu.
Semua jadi hening. Bingung mesti ngapain. Akhirnya, mereka buru-buru nyamperin Nanda dan ngajakin Pak Tarjo ngobrol juga. Takut kalo beduaan nanda diapa-apain. Keliatan banget muka si Nanda syok gara-gara yang datang adalah Pak tarjo yang ga laen ga bukan adalah penjaga perpus yang belum nikah juga sampe sekarang umur 40 tahun. Masalahnya Nanda sering banget ke perpustakaan dan dia termasuk orang yang harus Nanda hormatin.
“Neng Nanda,jadi Bapak yang selama ini gangguin Neng. Neng ngambek yah?”,Tanya Pak Tarjo kepada Nanda. “Yah, sedikit terganggu si Pak.Tapi mau gimana lagi. Lagian Bapak norak bangetsi mesti ngirim-ngirim bunga dan nyanyi-nyayi gajelas. Biasanya juga ngrobrol biasa aja kalo ketemu saya di sekolah. Aneh-aneh aja sih Bapak. Phedofil. Hehheheheh”, begitulah Nanda menanggapi sikap Pak Tarjo yang bisa dibilang mengerikan. Sok cool kayak ga pernah terjadi apa-apa. Padahal gw yakin banget kalo dalem hatinya sebenernya dia ngerasa jijay abis ma Pak Tarjo sekaligus ngerasa takut. Siapa sih anak seumuran gw yang gak takut dideketin sama perjaka tua.
Coba tadi yang datang bukan Pak Tarjo. Pasti dah seru banget sore ini. Jadi, rencananya, si Nanta udah nyiapin satu “wanita jadi-jadian” buat calon korban. Nah, pas si korban mulai ngedeketin Nanda, si Nanta dah siap tuh ngelepasin wanita-wanita itu buat ngarak tuh korban keliling komplek rumah. Sekalian aja biar malu dan kapok. Gak tanggung-tanggung, Nanta dah nyiapin empat wanita jadi-jadian. Karena rencananya gagal, akhirnya Nanta tetep harus bayar wanita-wanita itu biar dia tetep selamet dan bukan jd korban selanjutnya. Soalnya, wanita-wanita itu kayaknya dah mulai ngelirik-ngelirik muka Nanta yang ganteng itu deh….

Kisah yang Salah

2008-11-25T07:12:00.000Z

Barusan, secara ga sengaja gw denger lagunya Glenn yang judulny "Kisah yang Salah". Duh.. dalem bener bo didengernya.. dipikir-pikir, apa yang lagi gw jalanin sekarang yah kayak lagunya Glenn itu. Mungkin dikiranya gw becanda kali yah ma makhluk jelek ini, padahal kapan sih gw becanda kalo urasan hati.

Gw tau gw salah. Dan gw mau coba buat mundur sekarang. Gw ga ngerti ma diri gw sendiri, gw paling benci ma yang namanya "PERSELINGKUHAN". Karena gw juga pernah ngerasain yang namanya diselingkuhin. Tapi entah kenapa, makin gede gw makin sadar. Bahwa ga ada yang salah ma yang namanya cinta. Ga ada rumusnya. Basi bener sih ungkapan ini di telinga kita. Dan kita sebagai manusia sosial selalu menganggap bahwa perselingkuhan itu sesuatu yang salah. tapi ga bisa dipungkiri, ketika kita di dalamnya, kita akan ngerasa bahagia banget dan merasa, he's the right person.

Mungkin perasaan ini jugalah yang dirasain orang-orang yang dah bertaun-taun nikah terus cerai. Emang kalo dipikir pake logika, milih selingkuhan dan ninggalin pasangan asli salah banget. Dan masyarakat pasti bakal abis2an ngehujat dia. Tapi mau gimana lagi. Kita ga bisa memaksakan sesuatu yang sebenernya ga banget kan. Mungkin kita salah selingkuh, tapi mungkin dengan perselingkuhan itu justru kita mendapatkan cinta sejati dan kebahagiaan kita. Yang harus kita lakukan kalo dah gini cuma bisa dua.

Pilihan pertama, bilang baik-baik ke pasangan lo trus dapetin cinta sejati dan kebahagiaan lo. Pilihan ini mang bisa dibilang tanpa logika banget. Egois malah. Tapi gw selalu inget. Kata-kata senior gw waktu gw mutusin co gw. Gw ngerasa ga enak banget ma co gw karena dia nuduh gw selingkuh. Padahal gw bener2 ga selingkuh dan ga ada niat selingkuh sama sekali. jadi gini ceritanya:

Senior: Tiap orang berhak bahagia mo. dan kebahagiaan lo bukan sama dia.
Gw: tapi, dia juga berhak bahagia dong. dan dia bahagia kalo ma gw
Senior:Ga bisa kayak gitu. Tiap orang punya jodoh masing2. dan dia ga bisa maksain diri kalo lo jodohnya
Gw: Jadi gw mesti gimana?
Senior:Yaudah, kalo dia sayang harusnya dia bisa ngerti, bahwa kebahagiaan lo bukan ma dia

dari percakapan itu gw ambil kesimpulan. Turutin hati lo dan ciptakan kebahagiaan lo sendiiri. Tapi tetep pake logika. 50 % deh..ahahahhaha.. meskipun dalam kehidupan sehari-hari gw sendiri masih belom bisa nerapinnya. terkadang gw masih terlalu gengsi dalam mengakui perasaan gw.ujung-ujungnya gw nyesel dan sedih sendiri. Nyeselnya sampe sekarang malahan.

Pilihan kedua, tinggalin pasangan gelap lo, dan lo berkorban untuk kebahagiaan orang lain.. Widiw...sedih amat bo... yah, pilihan ini yang biasanya dipilih ibu-ibu pengajian. Atau sering juga kita denger wejangan kayak gini kalo misalnya kita lagi ada affair.. hehhehehhe...

Sekarang, kebesaran hati gw bener-bener lagi dicoba. Pilih terus, ato sampe disini. Jujur, gw ga siap buat sendiri. Gw bahagia banget ma dia. Sayangnya, sekarang gw ga yakin kalo dia juga mikir kebahagiaan dia mungkin sama gw. Ato dia termasuk orang yang terlalu memaksakan diri untuk pasangannya dengan berpura-pura bahwa dia baik2 saja dan merasa bahagia dengan pasangannya sekarang. who knows???

Yang gw tau, orang yang sempurna sekalipun (cuma Nabi Muhammad yah??), belum tentu yang terbaik buat kita. Mungkin orang yang biasa2 aja justru orang yang bisa mengbahagiakan kita. Gw sudah membuktikanny!! percaya ma gw. Pake hati lo, jangan pake mata lo. jahat banget buat orang-orang yang nilai kita cuma dari luar dan memaksakan diri buat mencintai kita. bener2 ga tulus!! egois!! gw dah ngalamin itu (**ck all you guys!!)

terkadang, gw pikir, jadi orang yang hampir sempurna itu ada ga enaknya juga. bayangin aja, lo ga bakal bisa tau siapa orang yang bener-bener tulus ma lo. Antara orang yang cuma mau manfaatin segala kelebihan yang ada pada diri lo, dan orang yang ternyata nusuk lo dr belakang, ato orang yang bener-bener baik, semua blur... Hmm, emang paling susah yah percaya ma orang. Kalo di tipi-tipi, agen sekelas FBI aja bisa berhianat..hehehhehe..

Hmm, moo, saatnya lo ga mikir egois (wah, gw kayaknya milih yang pilihan kedua ni). Lo tau kan rasanya diselingkuhin.. sakit bener. Cuma pesen, yakinin lagi diri lo, "DIA" orang yang terbaik buat lo. Coba lo rasain, pake hati (co biasanya pake logika banget), lo ngerasa tenang dan damai bareng siapa. bukan banding2in selingkuhan ma pasangan asli lo. tapi please. pake hati. Jangan biarin lo nyesel seumur idup lo. idup kita masih panjang (kalo sesuai survei gw masih bisa idup 50 taunan lagi, tapi beda yah kalo Tuhan berkehendak lain).

Udah ah...mending lo baca sendiri, teks lagunya glennn....Dalem.. Si Glenn kayaknya termasuk yang milih pilihan kedua nih... selamat merenungkan kembali.. sudah baikkah pasangan Anda??Ahahahhahah..

akhirnya kita ada
di akhir yang menyakitkan
kusadar kita telah melangkah
terlalu dalam...

sadari bahwa kita
sudah taklukkan terlarang
tak mungkin ku perjuangkan cinta
yang kita mulai dengan salah

aku tak mampu untuk menyimpan rahasia
kisah kita...
tahukah kamu batinku
tersiksa saat harus selalu... berdusta
di dalam sebuah kisah yang salah

simpanlah kisah tersembunyi ini
maafkan kisah kita harus berakhir disini

aku tak mampu untuk menyimpan
rahasia kisah kita...
tahukah kamu batinku tersiksa
saat harus selalu... berdusta
di dalam sebuah kisah yang salah

ps. still love you babe....
i can't pretend that i'm fine right now..
sorry..

Ranking Sekolah Arsitektur dalam Berbagai Versi

2008-11-21T05:37:00.000Z

Guardian Ranking of Top UK Architecture Programs

Following is the list of Top 20 UK Universities in Architecture by Guardian University Ranking 2009:(Rank, Name, Average Teaching Score)

Cambridge 100.0
UCL 99.4
Cardiff 84.6
Bath 84.4
Newcastle 74.6
Nottingham 74.2
Edinburgh 74.
Liverpool 72.3
Manchester School of Architecture 70.3
Sheffield 69.0
Oxford Brookes 68.7
Glasgow School of Art 67
Northumbria 65.4
Dundee 63.7
Sheffield Hallam 60.7
Strathclyde 60.7
Glamorgan 60
Ulster 59.2
Brighton 55.7
Queen's, Belfast 54.3

Source: Guardian

American Top Architecture School 2008

Every year the DesignIntelligence magazine publish its ranking of top architecture school in America, for both undergraduate and graduate programs.

2008 Top 10 RankingUndergradute:

1. Virginia Polytechnic Institute and State Univ

2. Cornell

3. Syracuse

4. California Polytechnic State Univ, San Luis Obispo

5. Uni of Cincinnati

6. Univ of Texas at Austin

7. Carnegie Mellon Univ

8. Kansas State Uni

9. Pennsylvania State Univ9. Pratt Institute

Graduate:

1. Harvard

2. MIT

3. Columbia

4. Cornell

5. Washington University in St. Louis

6. Virginia Polytechnic Institute and State Univ

7. Uni of Cincinnati

8. Michigan

9. Univ of California, Berkeley

10. Clemson Uni

11. Rice Uni

12. Univ of Texas at Austin

Source: DesignIntelligence

To win a scholarship application (lupa dapet dr mana)

2008-11-21T05:32:00.000Z

To win a scholarship application you need a true strategy. The students that win the most scholarships may not have more positive qualities than you, but they use the following strategy to get noticed by the scholarship committees:

Get Prepared:

Get letters of recommendation from teachers or guidance counselor or leaders in your community. Choose these wisely (make copies).

Get a copy of your high school or college transcript (make copies).

Get involved in your community or in school activities or in your church. If your time is limited due to personal circumstances, working to help with family expenses is also an advantage.

Start writing an essay about your goals and what you have done to date to achieve them. Think about what makes you unique.

Get a picture of yourself. A school picture is perfect. Anything smaller than a wallet size head shot, will do.

Buy some clear plastic binders.

The goal here is to have numerous packages made up ahead of time, ready to submit to the various scholarship committees.
The package will include:

* a clear plastic binder and within the package
* the scholarship application ( you will have to insert this later when you have received each individual application)
* followed by an essay that gets you noticed
* followed by your transcript (some scholarships do not require this, but if it’s impressive, send it)
* followed by letters of recommendation and then
* place you picture in the front inside cover(on top of the application) in the lower left hand corner (this is not a requirement, but it helps to put a face to the person, for the scholarship committee deciding who receives the awards)

Get Organized:

Begin researching scholarships that match your criteria. Consider using a scholarship search service, like our service - infoBeasiswa.net

Once you have the scholarships for which you want to apply, keep track of the deadlines.

Create a chart to keep on top of all dates.

The chart should include:

* Scholarship name and phone number
* Date application must be received by scholarship committee
* Date you requested the application
* Date you received the application
* Date application with above package was mailed
* Date you called the Scholarship Agency to verify they received your application package

Get Noticed:

As important as being prepared and organized, it is equally important that you have an essay that gets you noticed.

Even if you feel you master the english language, your essay should be critique by someone who has experience in essay writing.

Ask an english professor to review your essay or consider using an essay editing service.

Get Prepared, Get Organized, Get Noticed, Be Persistent and Don’t Give Up!

Top Ten Tips for Winning Scholarship Applications — by Kay Peterson, Ph.D. at FastWeb Before you submit your scholarship application, check out these tips, provided by scholarship sponsors nationwide.

Tip #1: Apply only if you are eligible. Read all the scholarship requirements and directions carefully to make sure you’re eligible before you send in your application. Beasiswa Indonesia Scholarship sekolah S1 S2 S3 Post-doctoral dalam negeri dan luar negeri. ————————————————–

Tip #2: Complete the application in full. If a question doesn’t apply, note that on the application. Don’t just leave a blank. Supply all additional supporting material, such as transcripts, letters of recommendation and essays.

Tip #3: Follow directions. Provide everything that’s required, but don’t supply things that aren’t requested—you could be disqualified.

Tip #4: Neatness counts. Always type your application, or if you must print, do so neatly and legibly. Make a couple of photocopies of all the forms before you fill them out. Use the copies as working drafts as you develop your application packet.

Tip #5: Write an essay that makes a strong impression. The key to writing a strong essay is to be personal and specific. Include concrete details to make your experience come alive: the who, what, where, and when of your topic. The simplest experience can be monumental if you present honestly how you were affected.

Tip #6: Watch all deadlines. To help keep yourself on track, impose your own deadline that is at least two weeks prior to the official deadline. Use the buffer time to make sure everything is ready on time. Don’t rely on extensions—very few scholarship providers allow them at all.

Tip #7: Make sure your application gets where it needs to go. Put your name (and Social Security number, if applicable) on all pages of the application. Pieces of your application may get lost unless they are clearly identified.

Tip #8: Keep a back-up file in case anything goes wrong. Before sending the application, make a copy of the entire packet. If your application goes astray, you’ll be able to reproduce it quickly.

Tip #9: Give it a final “once-over.” Proofread the entire application carefully. Be on the lookout for misspelled words or grammatical errors. Ask a friend, teacher or parent to proofread it as well.

Tip #10: Ask for help if you need it. If you have problems with the application, don’t hesitate to call the funding organization.

Berikut ini Anda harus menghindari kesalahan-kesalahan dalam membuat aplikasi beasiswa. You must understand English Top Ten Mistakes Made on Scholarship Applications by Laura DiFiore at FreSch!. How you can guarantee that your scholarship application will NOT win! Forget to include your name and/or address! You would be surprised how many students do not include their name or address on an application! Submit an incomplete application. Make sure you include all required references, photos, transcripts, and essays.

Be rude or abusive to the judges. Telling the judges that they will burn in Hades if they don’t pick you, or that they are idiots because they don’t accept applications from students in your major, is a sure-fire way to guarantee you will NOT be considered for this application, and that the judges will tell all their judge friends how nasty you are. Submit a dirty application. Use a plate for your lunch, not your application. Don’t spill beer on your application! Apply when you do not meet their minimum requirements.

If they require a minimum 3.0 GPA and you have a 1.2 GPA, don’t waste your time! Send it “postage due.” Oops! Mail the envelope but forget to put the application in it. Surprisingly common! Submit inappropriate supporting documentation, such as including a picture of you at age 6 months when the application asks for you to include a photo, or including a copy of your arrest record as a reference! (this really happened!) No one can read your application.

The use of fancy, hard-to-read script typefaces on your essay, or handwriting that even a doctor would be ashamed of. Spelling errors! Even ONE spelling error can doom your application! Remember, if you do not take the time to spell-check your application, the judges won’t take the time to read it! YES, I know that these seem like common-sense mistakes, ones that very few students would make… but these ARE the most common mistakes, made by 75% or MORE of all applicants! Last summer, I sat on a judging committee, and fully 96% of the applications contained THREE or more of the above errors. Why so many students make these mistakes is beyond me - but I hope after reading this, you will not be one of them!

England VS France

2008-11-06T07:06:00.000Z

So confused... can you help me to decide which major should i take?? And which university? I just want to continue my study in architecture. I’m interested in urban design and housing development. But now I’m working in the firm which is totally doing interior design. Mostly interior design is done for ‘the rich’. And I just want to work in social things.
Actually, I really want to study in France. Coz studying there is my dream. You know, I’ve already taken Francais course for three years. So to solve this problem I’ve asked my lecturer about this problem. Then he answered;

Risma, di perancis sih jrang terdengar yg urban desain. kalo di jerman banyak, krn dosen2 kita byk lulusan uni di jerman.

anyway yg lain2:kalo di amerika, yg bagus dan affordaable:

1. UC Berkeley

2. U washington Seattle

3. Pratt Istitute New York

Kalo Mahal:

1. GSD harvard

2. Columbia

3. U Pensylvania

Di eropa:

1. Delft Belanda

2. Oxford Brookes Inggris

3. UCl Inggris

4. Di perancis ada sekolahnya pak Budi rijanto, tapi saya lupa.

5. AA school (terbaik dan termahal)

6. sekolah di jerman banyak

di australia/asia:

1, UNSW sydney

2. Uni Melbourne

3. NUS

4. University Hongkong (seklahnya andik)

Gosh, this answer really really makes me feel so dizzy.. So, I try to focus study in England. But, is this the right way???

Same Mistake by myself - Bye Bye by Mariah Carey

2008-11-06T06:20:00.000Z

Am I so stupid?? I did a same mistake in my life. Why people become so crazy when they’re falling in love?? I thought that I've already changed and become a better girl. But it’s wrong. I’m still the same. I forced myself to love somebody who just plays with my heart. And now he left me alone for unreasonable things. So, why you boys always act like this??

MARIAH CAREY LYRICS

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

tidak seperti yang gw harapkan!!!

2008-08-01T14:29:00.000+01:00

Hua....Hari minggu yang menyenangkan... cuma tidur, makan, ngenet, tidur lagi...
sayangnya bsok ada meeting..dan gw kudu nyelesein maket kontur kampret itu... what a bad day!!!!
bsok gw dibabuin lagi ga y???sial...gw ke singapur buat nuntut ilmu...bukan buat dikerjain..
dasar tuh bos pelit mampus... masa komp kantor ada yang ga ada excelnya si...photoshop juga ada yang ga ada...plis dong ah...lo tuh kantor arsitek bo...
udah gw dikerjain lagi...TEP (training employment pass) gw direject dibilangnya bakal keluar...tki illegal ni gw...sial....
pengen cpt pulang... huhuhuhu..
gapapa mo!!!! semangat!!!! eurotrip menunggu anda.hhahahahahahah....

GALLERY

2008-07-04T01:24:00.000+01:00